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orca87

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in a lot of discussions I see people assuming SN was a peaceful and painless method.

it gains its credibility partly because it is mentioned in the PPH.

I personally wouldn't bet on it and here is why and what to do about it.

Mechanism of Action


SN will change the part of your blood that is used to transport oxygen to your cells. All cells, muscle tissue, heart cells, brain cells, etc. Without oxygen, these cells will die and eventually cause death of the entire body.
Death caused by lack of oxygen is call hypoxia

However, this is a painful way to go. Because you will ingest SN it will take a lot of time to actually turn your entire blood brownish. You will breath during that time, and provide a constant flow of oxygen transported by the blood cells that have not yet been converted.

At the same time, your stomach will fight it. In fact, if you want to make a person vomit (probably after an alcohol intoxication) you'll give him water with a lot of table salt. This will cause nausea and vomiting. The salty taste of SN will cause the same.

Your system cannot understand what happens, because it doesn't detect an increase in CO2, everything seems to be working fine, and yet cells are killed. Your heart will start to overcompensate and you'll experience tachycardia.

All of this happens in fading but full consciousness. SN in and of itself does not have any effect on your consciousness. It's neither sedative nor hypnotic.

It is most likely a physically distressing and uncomfortable experience, to say the least


Comparison with other methods

IG is a method that delivers hypoxia through other means, i.e. by eliminating the oxygen at all. This is why with a proper setup you will lose consciousness after seconds. The only oxygen left is the oxygen that's still in your body when you step into the exit bag. Its by orders of magnitude faster than relying on the deterioration of the transporting blood cells.

Chloroquine is a drug that — in simple terms — can make your heart stop beating. Just like SN it doesn't have sedative nor hypnotic effects.

N — that's why N is considered the holy grail for chemical suicide. It has sedative and hypnotic effects in and of its own. It makes you fall into deep sleep before it will cause death. All of that in a single ingredient.


What to do about it / how to make SN peaceful

All that being said, SN is just the means of causing death. To make it safe and peaceful we need supplementary drugs.

To make it safe it is absolutely crucial to take antiemetics that you've tested on yourself before. Vomiting during an SN attempt will leave an unknown dose of poison in your body and thus increase the chance of failure with permanent damage. In fact, the PPH advises to stop the process and induce further vomiting if that happens. The alternative is to have a backup dose of SN for further ingestion. The salty taste could induce more vomiting and I wouldn't bet you can drink it once panic has set in. So, I'd follow the PPH advice here.

To make it peaceful, we must cause a blackout before the effects kick in. That's why benzos are so crucial in the process. The recommended doses in the PPH are so high that they might even induce coma. That's for a reason. Don't skip them.

Another thing that might help is mirtazapine. It has sedative and antiemetic effects and will likely ease you emotionally in the process without knocking you out fully.

What most likely won't help are otc meds for pain relief or antiemetic purposes. Ibuprofen for example is often mentioned here (but not in the PPH). Most likely because it increases gastrointestinal complications while being to weak to ease the effects of SN poisoning.



I know there are people more knowledgeable about medicine and pharmacology but from the best of my knowledge I would strongly advise to follow the PPH protocol and don't rely on luck in that matter.


HTH
 
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lebrodude

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Yeah the 500mg of Valium should be enough to knock out a horse.

I see in the guide it's recommended to crush the tablets and mix into water. I've also read that diazepam isn't soluble in water so that's a bit confusing. Swallowing 50 tablets wouldn't be easy either.
 
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Yeah the 500mg of Valium should be enough to knock out a horse.

I see in the guide it's recommended to crush the tablets and mix into water. I've also read that diazepam isn't soluble in water so that's a bit confusing. Swallowing 50 tablets wouldn't be easy either.
Just stir the powder in water and drink it rapidly.
 
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lebrodude

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Does anyone know how long Valium takes to take effect when it is consumed in this way ?

(Crushed and a huge dose)
 
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orca87

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There is obviously no research on such high doses. For regular doses it is about 30 mins. Likely faster onset in high doses.

I personally would drink the Valium a few minutes before SN
 
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orca87

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AE will not stop vomiting, if I look into SN attempts AE do not guarantee not vomiting. the drugs may delay vomiting so that enough SN is absorbed but will not stop vomiting. when taking benzos what if you vomit after losing consciousness? will you choke with vomit? and you will not be able to drink another glass if you're unconscious. I'm not aginst taking benzos with SN. these are just concerns that I have.
if you vomit on 500mg Valium, it shouldn't matter if you choke, I guess
 
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I would call this method uncomfortable, not painful. I am willing to endure 10-15 minutes of vomiting and headache before passing out. And of course, it's better in any case than jumping from a height or lying under a train
 
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I would call this method uncomfortable, not painful. I am willing to endure 10-15 minutes of vomiting and headache before passing out. And of course, it's better in any case than jumping from a height or lying under a train
That's ok. Everyone is different.
I wrote it down so that people can see what to expect and then decide what they can and cannot endure
 
roadtogo

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So many conflicting stories with sn and their protocols. I'm over 100kgs, so they say to take 35g but in what amount of water. They say to take an absurd amount of benzos, but wouldn't it just knock you out and prevent you drinking a second glass if you do vomit. I've been searching through goodbye and protocol threads and it seems hit and miss. Regardless, an ae is needed, we just need like an updated guide to reinforce the painlessness.
 
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roadtogo, if taking 35g of SN you can use up to 100ml water which is enough to dissolve it

my plan with SN is to take AE and SN only, nothing else. im not bothered if its an uncomfortable experience, as i still prefer it from eg. hanging, jumping or drowning
 
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Ya, I read that as well, but the less water the better. I've read protocols where they used 60ml with that amount. I still need to source ae's that ship to Canada if I fail to get doctors prescription. But looking at consuming a relatively low dose of benzos to ensure I drink the 2nd glass if need be
roadtogo, if taking 35g of SN you can use up to 100ml water which is enough to dissolve it

my plan with SN is to take AE and SN only, nothing else. im not bothered if its an uncomfortable experience, as i still prefer it from eg. hanging, jumping or drowning
 
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lebrodude

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Ya, I read that as well, but the less water the better. I've read protocols where they used 60ml with that amount. I still need to source ae's that ship to Canada if I fail to get doctors prescription. But looking at consuming a relatively low dose of benzos to ensure I drink the 2nd glass if need be

Yeah I think we can break it down to 10ml of water per 5g of SN (Since 50ml for 25g seems to be the recommended amount)

So id be inclined to mix 35g of SN Into 70ml of water.
 
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i have a question, when you take the 3 x meto tablets say 40 minutes before the SN, i assume you do have to actually use water then, for the meto tablets?
 
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orca87

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i have a question, when you take the 3 x meto tablets say 40 minutes before the SN, i assume you do have to actually use water then, for the meto tablets?
With a little sip – that shouldn't matter too much
 
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TheSadStranger

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There are other less painful alternatives as well if you desire a chemical ctb.

The notorious chloramine combination is not truly the combination for mustard gas, but due to it's similar effects it's often been interchangeable. Bleach and ammonia as simple as that. However you have to find a closed space with little to no ventilation. If you don't it will likely only put you in a coma rather than kill you. Minor chest pains, dizziness, and fainting are to be expected in the first 1-2 minutes of exposure. It will cause death (if done right) in the next ~10-30 minutes.
 
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Another thing that might help is mirtazapine.
Just wanna add something about mirtazapine. Don't take too much! Taking over 15mg actually will give less sedation than if you take less(Bout 7.5-15mg) I took 15mg and it basically knocked me out for about 2-3 days. Its a very potent antihistamine but also has anti adrenergic proprieties that becomes more prominent when you take more.

Oh, and its really, really strong. I basically couldn't fight it after about 30minutes
 
LookAway

LookAway

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Mar 19, 2023
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.

To make it safe it is absolutely crucial to take antiemetics that you've tested on yourself before. Vomiting during an SN attempt will leave an unknown dose of poison in your body and thus increase the chance of failure with permanent damage.
Hmmm. Any links to evidence of permanent damage?
 
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At what time would be best to take mirtazapine? I have it
 
FacePALM

FacePALM

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Sep 10, 2022
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Hmmm. Any links to evidence of permanent damage?
I think at this point that is just common sense. If there is still SN in your system (even just a little) cells will still die, just probably not enough to kill you. That could leave you with permanent brain damage, kidney damage, liver damage etc. As he explained the cells that transport oxygen change so that they can't transport it anymore. So if Sn is in your body after vomiting, it will cause some damage.
 
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LookAway

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I think at this point that is just common sense. If there is still SN in your system (even just a little) cells will still die, just probably not enough to kill you. That could leave you with permanent brain damage, kidney damage, liver damage etc. As he explained the cells that transport oxygen change so that they can't transport it anymore. So if Sn is in your body after vomiting, it will cause some damage.
Again some evidence would be lovely. Thank you.
 
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orca87

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Mar 22, 2023
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Again some evidence would be lovely. Thank you.
True. However, any "evidence" would be a case report from hospital admission, in which case they most likely administer methylene blue. So, most case reports don't show permanent damage as a result of a failed attempt.

If I would choose SN as my method and consciously vomited, I would follow the advice in the PPH (i.e. aborting the attempt) as it seems most plausible to me.
At what time would be best to take mirtazapine? I have it
Do you have it or do you take it regularly?

I you don't take it regularly I would test how you respond to either 7.5mg or 15mg respectively. More is likely not good as @Scacie pointed out.

I would assume that it sedates you around 30-60 mins after ingestion. See if you would be in a state to drink SN in that time frame.

If you use it for your SN protocol, it is best to stop taking it for a while prior to your attempt.
 
roadtogo

roadtogo

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Mar 24, 2023
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Ya, I wasn't gonna exceed 100ml but think I'll stay with the 70ml, thanks.
Yeah I think we can break it down to 10ml of water per 5g of SN (Since 50ml for 25g seems to be the recommended amount)

So id be inclined to mix 35g of SN Into 70ml of water.
 

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