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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
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Sorry to this question...
But i read différent things
This
 

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I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
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Thanks but right is the picture on up or down,..
Pour certains, le côté gauche signifie regarder à gauche et pour d'autres, cela signifie étendre la hanche gauche (et donc regarder à gauche).
 
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Thanks for sharing. I understand better why my stomach makes noise when I lay back on the left side.
 
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From what I've seen here, the right is recommended because the opening from the stomach into the large intestine is on the right. The reasoning I think being that if we lay a little upright and, layed on the right, the SN liquid will be better positioned to enter the intestines quicker.

The above study seems to be more about avoiding acid reflux. Although, I guess it discusses digestion too. Not sure the stomach does much work in digesting liquids though.
 
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Thanks but right is the picture on up or down,..
Pour certains, le côté gauche signifie regarder à gauche et pour d'autres, cela signifie étendre la hanche gauche (et donc regarder à gauche).
I see why it was difficult for you to ascertain my meaning. You speak the french! Your right hand touches your right hip, which should be what touches the bed. That would be the second picture, the one where the liquid can enter the tube. The stomach doesn't absorb anything, the intestine does.
 
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Je comprends pourquoi tu as eu du mal à comprendre ce que je voulais dire. Tu parles français ! Ta main droite touche ta hanche droite, qui devrait toucher le lit. Ce serait la deuxième image, celle où le liquide peut entrer dans le tube. L'estomac n'absorbe rien, l'intestin oui.
Merci mais dans la deuxième image, c'est mis⛔
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Traveller12724

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The latest pph 2025 recommends sitting upright, did you check it ?
 
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Oct 23, 2023
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I had the same concern. A lot of people on this forum suggest lying with the upper body elevated and turn to the right as the duodenal opening that leads from the stomach to the small intestine will be pointing downward and this makes it easy for the stomach contents to pass through easily as opposed to lying on the left where the duodenal opening will be pointing up hence making the stomach contents seemingly move against gravity.

I think it might be better to lay back on an incline like on a wedge pillow - mine has a 25 degree incline. I think the pph from one of the earlier editions - 2021 or 2022 recommends this position. I have seen news pictures that someone shared with me on this forum of a man in a car having ctb'ed with SN seated in this position in his car seat.
 
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Defenestration

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J'avais la même inquiétude. Sur ce forum, beaucoup de personnes suggèrent de s'allonger, le haut du corps surélevé, et de se tourner vers la droite, car l'ouverture duodénale reliant l'estomac à l'intestin grêle sera orientée vers le bas, ce qui facilitera le passage du contenu de l'estomac, contrairement à s'allonger sur la gauche, où l'ouverture duodénale sera orientée vers le haut, donnant ainsi l'impression que le contenu de l'estomac se déplace contre la gravité.

Je pense qu'il serait préférable de s'allonger sur une pente, comme sur un coussin biseauté ; le mien a une inclinaison de 25 degrés. Je crois que le PPH d'une des éditions précédentes (2021 ou 2022) recommande cette position. J'ai vu des photos d'actualité partagées sur ce forum, montrant un homme en voiture ayant fait un ctb avec SN assis dans cette position sur son siège auto.
thanks what position please...do you have an exemple thanks
 
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thanks what position please...do you have an exemple thanks
I mentioned it already in the first sentence of the second paragraph of my previous post - laying back ie., with the back resting on an inclined surface like that of a wedge pillow (mine has a 25 degree incline). This is the position I am planning to CTB in as of now..I think I'll also have a pillow placed under the knees to prevent slipping down.
 
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I want to have the courage to kill myself
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Je l'ai déjà mentionné dans la première phrase du deuxième paragraphe de mon précédent article : allongé sur le dos, c'est-à-dire avec le dos posé sur une surface inclinée comme celle d'un oreiller (le mien a une inclinaison de 25 degrés). C'est la position dans laquelle je prévois de faire du CTB pour le moment. Je pense également placer un oreiller sous les genoux pour éviter de glisser.
Ok sorry and Thanks
 
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