Help sn keeps getting “lost” in mail. Alternatives

[usernameforss]

I'm really struggling to think of a new method. Been going through the megathread and there's a flaw with each option. I do not live alone which complicates a lot of things. I've tried obtaining SN and it was "lost" in the mail but I suspect one of the people I live with disposed of it.

I'm not in an place where I can do this undetected easily and I no longer have control over my own funds but ill
figure it out. I don't have access to a gun.

I'm considering partial hanging but I'm not confident there's something that can hold my full weight that won't attract attention (117kg). Also worried about survival instinct which fucked things up when I tried jumping.

I've been reading about detergent methods, but results are so mixed. Ideas?

 

[glitterypearls]

look at goodbye threads from the search bar. if it doesnt show up now it will show up after posts. see what methods people are using and if it was successful or if they had to comeback and comment about something going wrong. that's what I'm doing.