I appreciate there's some people already discussing this, but I'm having no joy finding the information I want.
I'm 30. I'm tired. I've tried everything and exhausted as many mental health resources as I can. I'm so inherently unhappy and I don't have the vocabulary to express how I feel every day. I feel like I see no colour. My brightest days are still in shades of grey. I don't want to live another day being followed by a black cloud. I can't run any more, I can't face it any more, and it's not for lack of trying. I am just so tired of trying.
I don't need words of support and how I "can carry on" "can do this" - my mind is firmly made up and my only reservation is fear of failing, and my life being worse than it is now.
I've read about SN and how it's relatively painless and has a high success rate.
Whenever I search for SN, it says I need to have a trade account, and evidence of one. I need to be a food vendor or work in a lab. I obviously don't do either else I wouldn't be on here searching for a place to purchase.
Please can someone from the UK message me and let me know where you've got it from? Or where I can purchase it?
Thank you in advance.
I'm 30. I'm tired. I've tried everything and exhausted as many mental health resources as I can. I'm so inherently unhappy and I don't have the vocabulary to express how I feel every day. I feel like I see no colour. My brightest days are still in shades of grey. I don't want to live another day being followed by a black cloud. I can't run any more, I can't face it any more, and it's not for lack of trying. I am just so tired of trying.
I don't need words of support and how I "can carry on" "can do this" - my mind is firmly made up and my only reservation is fear of failing, and my life being worse than it is now.
I've read about SN and how it's relatively painless and has a high success rate.
Whenever I search for SN, it says I need to have a trade account, and evidence of one. I need to be a food vendor or work in a lab. I obviously don't do either else I wouldn't be on here searching for a place to purchase.
Please can someone from the UK message me and let me know where you've got it from? Or where I can purchase it?
Thank you in advance.
