SN in my city

[Spidermanspiderpoo]

I'm sorry I keep posting these updates, I literally do not have anywhere else to share it.
My SN has reached my city! It will be here by Saturday. So, hopefully, in a week, I will be off.
I've been wondering whether or not to leave a note, mostly inclined towards leaving one.
I used to think, the biggest fear was the loss of consciousness, you know? "If I'm dead, where will I be? What happens to my mind?" But now, I feel a great deal of comfort thinking that there won't be a consciousness, because all it has really done is cause me suffering.

 

[catflowers]

sn needs to have a note dude you cant just die of sn and not say anything

 

[y'ffre]

Same, I am scared the hell out of death. Not dying but afterward.
But I am wondering something else. How your consciousness makes you suffer?

 

[Topacio]

But now, I feel a great deal of comfort thinking that there won't be a consciousness, because all it has really done is cause me suffering.

I have been practicing my method, and every time I come close it also comforts me. To know that this is the destiny that we decide by our own hands, and to walk the path that we have decided.... To finally free the soul from this world that binds us.

 

[jodes2]

sn needs to have a note dude you cant just die of sn and not say anything

I won't be leaving notes. I've already said everything that needs to be said

 

[catflowers]

I won't be leaving notes. I've already said everything that needs to be said

you dont understand i think the notes are common in the us just as a will

 

[Topacio]

you dont understand i think the notes are common in the us just as a will

I guess it depends on the individual. I honestly pass. Not because I don't like it, but because I really wouldn't know what to say.

 

[FuneralCry]

The thought of non existence comforts me as well, I believe death to be like how before we were born where time passed and yet we were not aware of anything. Death is freedom from everything and it's certainly not anything to be feared. I can imagine that it must be a relief knowing that you will have SN soon. I wish you the best with your plans.

 

[Spidermanspiderpoo]

How your consciousness makes you suffer?

When I'm conscious, I feel, and most importantly, think.
And as I've come to realise of late, these 2 things are the worst of them all.

sn needs to have a note dude you cant just die of sn and not say anything

I honestly don't know what to say. There are no parting words I truly want to share.

 

[y'ffre]

When I'm conscious, I feel, and most importantly, think.
And as I've come to realise of late, these 2 things are the worst of them all.

Yeah, I expected you to say thinking. It's so ironic that thoughts torture us that much. I mean there are lots of things in our minds, some of them ridiculous and funny, some of them very scary and disturbing. What makes the difference I wanted to ask. What makes a thought disturbing or ridiculous/funny?