Method SN in a few hours (goodbye)

[black money boys]

in a few hours, i will be attempting with SN . im currently writing this with everythinf ready and set up, im just waiting for everyone else to go to sleep

some of you who have access to the sanctuary may have seen my head up yesterday, and for those wondering about the protocol i will be using its also in that post: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/attempting-ctb-with-sn-tomorrow-my-protocol.231458/

i really have nothing esle to say. i took a warm bath earlier today to relieve and clean myself, and i have been fasting for around 36 hours now, so i am pretty hopeful for this attempt, as i also have everything needed on the typical protocol except the benzos

i'm very glad to be sharing this precious moment with you all. im making this thread so when i go through with it, i can give live feedback about how it feels and how it goes, and answer whatever questions some of you may have.

 

[Bimbosqualo]

Have a safe journey. I hope you find what you're looking for

 

[black money boys]

Have a safe journey. I hope you find what you're looking for

thank you for your kindness

 

[Cyc]

I hope you find peace

 

[Dreamwalker]

Be at peace !! <3

 

[indianachrome]

Thinking of you now...Wishing you peace

 

[seagullsonapiano]

You can do it! We're thinking of youu :3

 

[black money boys]

laid out the whole set up now
i will begin in the next xx:00, 43 minutes from now
oh shit i forgot the water

 

[lamy's sacred sleep]

im gonna miss you

your music reccs (absolute fire)
and
you genuinely being interested in and responded to all the silly things i've said
among other things

you've been an amazing friend

 

[black money boys]

im gonna miss you

your music reccs (absolute fire)
and
you genuinely being interested in and responded to all the silly things i've said
among other things

you've been an amazing friend

you honestly carried bro, you made this forum 10 times better i love you

 

[Arvayn]

Farewell. May your death be painless and merciful.

 

[TheEmptyVoid]

in a few hours, i will be attempting with SN . im currently writing this with everythinf ready and set up, im just waiting for everyone else to go to sleep

some of you who have access to the sanctuary may have seen my head up yesterday, and for those wondering about the protocol i will be using its also in that post: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/attempting-ctb-with-sn-tomorrow-my-protocol.231458/

i really have nothing esle to say. i took a warm bath earlier today to relieve and clean myself, and i have been fasting for around 36 hours now, so i am pretty hopeful for this attempt, as i also have everything needed on the typical protocol except the benzos

i'm very glad to be sharing this precious moment with you all. im making this thread so when i go through with it, i can give live feedback about how it feels and how it goes, and answer whatever questions some of you may have.

I hope you find eternal peace.

 

[black money boys]

I hope you find eternal peace.

oh i definitely will brother

 

[soul2realm]

Have a safe journey. God bless you.

 

[black money boys]

just took the painkillers

 

[lamy's sacred sleep]

so what are you doing / gonna do
while replying to this thread?

 

[black money boys]

so what are you doing / gonna do
while replying to this thread?

right now im literally just following the protocol and keeping an eye on this thread, posting live updates
im currently crushing the propranolol now

 

[jerkbybile]

be safe. i will keep you in my thoughts.

 

[black money boys]

it has pretty much turned into a fine powder the big pink chunks are just the shells

it turned into this pink liquid
also i just to 3 metos (30mg)

so yeah im now measuring out the SN i will be making 3 drinks

 

[FadingSnowFake]

How are you feeling now? Thank you for sharing a bit of your journey with us, I'm sorry that it has come to this for you. I'll be going to a beach today and keep you in my thoughts as I listen to Summer Beach. Sending love and wish you all the best in peace.

 

[black money boys]

i have just finished making the SN drinks theyre very yellowish
no odor

How are you feeling now? Thank you for sharing a bit of your journey with us, I'm sorry that it has come to this for you. I'll be going to a beach today and keep you in my thoughts as I listen to Summer Beach. Sending love and wish you all the best in peace.

im feeling calm :) im relaxed i have taken all the medications needed except for the SN and propranolol. which is in about 12 minutes

 

[otium]

Godspeed, I hope you find your peace.

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Whatever happens, whatever you decide, we are here

 

[black money boys]

alright here we go
the propranolol mixture is fucking awful. just downed half of it only i cant do the rest
Not evene the sn tasted that bad as the propranolol
im having a lolipop
hey, SN doesnt even taste half as bad as i expected it to
just tastes like seawater
i can already slightly feel it lol
guys holy shit
it feels almost immediate
yeah no it feels like shit km sweatu and everything
can nare
y breathe and isnides are burninf

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Sad to see you go, will miss seeing you around. Peace and love

 

[lamy's sacred sleep]

how are you doing?

hope it's fairly painless my hb