(SN) I'm either a genius or an idiot

[loyalskateboard]

My first SN order has been delayed in customs for a month. I'm so anxious to have it in my hands that I've gone crazy. Keep in mind, this was a legitimate source. I've spoken to people who received it no issues. Idk what's happening.

Anyway.

Tonight I spent several hours looking for different sources. Holy hell, there was a lot of shit to wade through. Eventually I found some and I impulsively bought more. And by more, I mean I ordered from two seperate companies.

Assuming I receive all three orders, that's 1.6kg of SN

Obviously I don't need that much. I just don't expect to receive them all for some reason. Idk why. I just don't trust it. Like I said, I could be an idiot, but if at least one comes I'll be okay. Out of the two tonight, one is domestic and one is international. The other one was international too. I now have one that should be coming in 1-2 weeks and I forget the other one. Who knows about the first order that has come to a halt. I don't even know why I bother to check the tracking every day.

If the cops show up and ask why I have it... I'm fucked. Lmao. It's not illegal so I'm not breaking the law but it's slightly concerning. If it DOES come though, I am a genius. I just want the relief of having a way out of here. It's my method of choice. Partial is my backup but I'd rather not. Inert gas is too complicated for me to organise. Keep your fingers crossed everyone.

 

[Docc]

stuff is hard to.find as an individual. im still looking. seems you can start a shop haha but i understand better to have xtra then none

 

[loyalskateboard]

stuff is hard to.find as an individual. im still looking. seems you can start a shop haha but i understand better to have xtra then none

I'd never sell it but you're not wrong it's a huge supply for one person. Definitely better to have more than less. I'll have to put the extra in a clearly labelled container so nobody mistakes it for something else when I ctb. Before that I'm hiding it in my room.

 

[KidWhite]

If the cops show up and ask why I have it... I'm fucked.

Just say you want to resell it for canning meat. as an antioxidant and as an antibacterial agent that prevents the growth of Clostridium botulinum - the pathogen of botulism

 

[loyalskateboard]

Just say you want to resell it for canning meat. as an antioxidant and as an antibacterial agent that prevents the growth of Clostridium botulinum - the pathogen of botulism

The problem is I live with my mum and she will hear what's happening. If she overhears that it's a dangerous chemical and tells them I have mental health issues... yikes. I have to be realllllly careful to avoid admission. My current plan is a little less detailed than your expiation. I was just going to say my online friend who I occasionally hang out with told me about how she cures her own ham and bacon. She gave me the basics on ingredients and preparation and I bought some on my own to help for when she starts to teach me properly

 

[deomlez]

Your dm box will be full after that... what a waste

 

[loyalskateboard]

Your dm box will be full after that... what a waste

None yet surprisingly! It's kind of frustrating that pretty much every thread I made on sn is filled with comments and/or dms When I was a newbie I made a pointless thread asking so I get it. It's just not that hard to do some digging yourself. I learnt that pretty quick.

 

[TheSilentPrincess]

My first SN order has been delayed in customs for a month. I'm so anxious to have it in my hands that I've gone crazy. Keep in mind, this was a legitimate source. I've spoken to people who received it no issues. Idk what's happening.

Anyway.

Tonight I spent several hours looking for different sources. Holy hell, there was a lot of shit to wade through. Eventually I found some and I impulsively bought more. And by more, I mean I ordered from two seperate companies.

Assuming I receive all three orders, that's 1.6kg of SN

Obviously I don't need that much. I just don't expect to receive them all for some reason. Idk why. I just don't trust it. Like I said, I could be an idiot, but if at least one comes I'll be okay. Out of the two tonight, one is domestic and one is international. The other one was international too. I now have one that should be coming in 1-2 weeks and I forget the other one. Who knows about the first order that has come to a halt. I don't even know why I bother to check the tracking every day.

If the cops show up and ask why I have it... I'm fucked. Lmao. It's not illegal so I'm not breaking the law but it's slightly concerning. If it DOES come though, I am a genius. I just want the relief of having a way out of here. It's my method of choice. Partial is my backup but I'd rather not. Inert gas is too complicated for me to organise. Keep your fingers crossed everyone.

Can U please dm me some websites :(

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans, it's really understandable wanting to make sure that you have a reliable way to free yourself from this existence.

 

[deomlez]

None yet surprisingly! It's kind of frustrating that pretty much every thread I made on sn is filled with comments and/or dms When I was a newbie I made a pointless thread asking so I get it. It's just not that hard to do some digging yourself. I learnt that pretty quick.

As i mention it in my profile, i m not native english speaker, and it s difficult for me to read so long threads, even more if they are technical.

 

[Sweet Tart]

I'm impressed with your ingenuity and resourcefulness. I actually am into various kinds of fermentation and am interested in the process of curing meat. Yet I'm too paranoid to search for sn online.

 

[loyalskateboard]

Can U please dm me some websites :(

Full clarification - I'm not laughing at you. I just think it's funny your message came right after the ones about the source requests.

I wish you the best with your plans, it's really understandable wanting to make sure that you have a reliable way to free yourself from this existence.

Thank you so much.

I'm impressed with your ingenuity and resourcefulness. I actually am into various kinds of fermentation and am interested in the process of curing meat. Yet I'm too paranoid to search for sn online.

There's no reason to be afraid to search - at least not in the context of some spooky government list. It's not illegal to buy and purchasing for meat curing is normal.

 

[nyee]

that's a lot of sn

must be curing a lot of meat!

 

[deomlez]

All of us are invited...

 

[loyalskateboard]

Update for anyone who cares: the Australian source is a no-go. They accepted my order and it was awaiting shipment so I had hope. Today I got an email from some safety dude saying they will refund my order due to not being with a company.

Welp, one down. Two to go. One is exceptionally late and the other should be here in the middle of next month Omfg I never knew it would be so hard to buy. Thank god I made myself do it when I did or it might have been worse closer to Christmas.