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Kali_Yuga13

Kali_Yuga13

Warlock
Jul 11, 2024
743
Good bye. Thank you for contributing your experience our community. I hope it made you feel less alone in the end. RIP.
 
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Tombs_in_your_eyes

Tombs_in_your_eyes

Probably crying
Oct 18, 2024
128
I'm so sorry life came to this for you. If you have crossed over, I hope you have found the peace you seek. 🕯️If not, I wish you a full recovery, we will welcome you back 💕
 
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sancta-simplicitas

sancta-simplicitas

Wizard
Dec 14, 2023
615
Rest easy, friend. ❤️
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
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Love you bud!Wish you well.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,190
nothing but peace nothing but love 💕
 
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Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

why couldn't it be me?
Feb 3, 2025
515
Dale señor el descanso eterno, brille para ella la luz perpetua...
 
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needwaytohell

needwaytohell

Member
Apr 2, 2025
60
Hope you've found peace.
 
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shocksites

shocksites

this isn’t rage, it’s too specific
Jan 11, 2025
105
never got the chance to interact with you. i hope it wasnt so scary once you got to lay down. rest easy <3
 
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Dongle

Dongle

FIRMLY GRASP IT
Apr 14, 2025
46
Hey everyone, today I will hopefully CTB via SN. I'll keep you guys updated as much as I can

I won't go too much into why, mainly because I'm not good at communicating my thoughts. I've always been a loner, never had any friends irl or online so I'd say that's the main reason, paired with a few other issues I've been dealing with for a while.

I've never really interacted with the forum much, mainly just browsed it whenever I was in a rough spot to feel a little less alone. Hopefully this thread can help others out there in a similar spot.

I purchased SN from DMC back in July/September 2023, along with domperidone. My plan is to take 30mg domperidone, 10mg Xanax, and 25g of SN in 50mL of water tonight at around midnight(around 8-9 hours from now).

Just checked into the motel, feeling nervous, mainly out of fear of failing. Maybe it would help if someone could give me some last minute tips/advice? :)
If you're still with us, I hope that your recovery from your attempt is going well

If you aren't, I hope that you found what you were looking for. I'll never know you, you'll never know me, but I'll try to think about you.
 
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