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AtlasMik12

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Feb 13, 2022
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I just wanted to share with you guys, my SN is finally here I have all the medicacions needed for this process. Now it's just a matter of waiting I am planning of finally drink it on Saturday. Can't say that I am happy about it but definitely a feeling of relief is involving my body. I wish I can just travel in time and wake up in Saturday to put and end once and for all.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,737
I understand why you would be relieved. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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LostAllHope88

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Dec 21, 2021
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If you need to chat at all leading up to it I'm extending an open ear! Mine is on the way too supposedly but I've been waiting since January 19th and the anxiety is real. I just ran out of my savings and I missed my first ever credit card payments, already have one of my banks calling me and won't be able to make my rent payment next month. I need it to get here sooner than later because the terror of death is really starting to pale in comparison to the terror of what's to come if I can't CTB.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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I hope you find peace, whatever happens.
 
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joshua123

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Feb 15, 2022
11
Wish you the best in whatever you decide
 
Of The Universe

Of The Universe

Specialist
Dec 31, 2021
382
If you need to chat at all leading up to it I'm extending an open ear! Mine is on the way too supposedly but I've been waiting since January 19th and the anxiety is real. I just ran out of my savings and I missed my first ever credit card payments, already have one of my banks calling me and won't be able to make my rent payment next month. I need it to get here sooner than later because the terror of death is really starting to pale in comparison to the terror of what's to come if I can't CTB.
I am on the same road! God help us!
 
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som1

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Dec 22, 2021
137
mine is almost here, I wish I was like you and had an exact date. I hope it will be an easy quick process for you. good luck.
 
Kristicide

Kristicide

I am a prisoner locked up behind xanax bars
Dec 16, 2021
330
That's great. Mine arrived yesterday and I got everything else too. Hope you will finally have the peace you deserve.
If you need to chat at all leading up to it I'm extending an open ear! Mine is on the way too supposedly but I've been waiting since January 19th and the anxiety is real. I just ran out of my savings and I missed my first ever credit card payments, already have one of my banks calling me and won't be able to make my rent payment next month. I need it to get here sooner than later because the terror of death is really starting to pale in comparison to the terror of what's to come if I can't CTB.
I'm in the same boat.
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
Where did u get your ae. Can you pm me .
 
Chiisai

Chiisai

To infinity and beyond!
Sep 1, 2021
754
Wishing you the best outcome in whatever you choose.
 

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