I typed and deleted like a hundred times. I don't think I want to be on this site anymore. Too much.

I'm sorry you feel this way . Why , if may I ask? You got dozens of supportive messages asking how you feel and wishing you better . And a lot of curious questions of course . But I don't think anyone had attacked, criticized, or offended you (I may be wrong). You should feel safe here. Even if you made some mistakes it's okay and it happens. Many people ctb turns out non-fatal , and it's okay. It's not a "failure" of you though it might feel:/. You're not stupid.
So what are going through?

"Too much" What?
* And even if you have confused ideas thoughts or reply it's okay .. we are in distress and it's okay to be confused .. you don't have to answer anyone just say how you feel:)