Sn deaths

[ClairyFairy]

Dying from sn poisoning seems like the worst death imaginable to me. The torture that some people display before and after the drink it makes me have panic attacks thinking about it. I can't imagine anything worse. I'm such a greedy pig as well I just do not know how people can do a whole regimen before hand. I suppose some people wouldn't feel comfortable with a violent death but I can't imagine feeling that terror and not getting myself help from someone.

 

[Dizzy_Dreams]

Do you think N is less painful?

 

[Symbiote]

Well death is an ugly, uncomfortable affair. Unless you die in your sleep, maybe that is more preferable since you never see it coming. I wish I could be sedated, and then injected with a lethal cocktail afterwards.

 

[Dizzy_Dreams]

Well death is an ugly, uncomfortable affair. Unless you die in your sleep, maybe that is more preferable since you never see it coming. I wish I could be sedated, and then injected with a lethal cocktail afterwards.

I think I need to buy N and do it I'm just scared

 

[Amumu]

According to the PPH it's 7/10 peaceful, with propa+benzos+painkillers it must be something like 8/10, so it's one of the most peaceful methods.

I think morphine has also 8/10 or something like that. I think you're completely afraid of death and you shouldn't ctb now.

It's death which brings about panic attacks here, not the method.

 

[FuneralCry]

It does sound quite awful, but in a way I would probably prefer it to a hanging method as I am worried about failing that method and being left with consequences. I have heard that N is more peaceful and that is often preferred by people. It sounds unpleasant the dying process but for me it is the one way to get permanent peace and prevent decades of suffering.

 

[lofticries]

SN is a mixed bag. I've heard stories where people just get dizzy and pass out and others where ppl suffer from stomach/throat pains and heart problems.

 

[Anonymous_A]

SN is a mixed bag. I've heard stories where people just get dizzy and pass out and others where ppl suffer from stomach/throat pains and heart problems.

It shouldn't be a mixed bag….
Should be no less than 96% pure ;) hahaha

 

[Life_and_Death]

It's death which brings about panic attacks here, not the method.

Overall I agree but idk.... As someone that doesn't like height im not exactly fond of jumping lol

 

[Racetotheabyss]

SN is a mixed bag. I've heard stories where people just get dizzy and pass out and others where ppl suffer from stomach/throat pains and heart problems.

Probably because they are not using pure enough SN. Most people either don't do any test and yolo it or they do blood test, which is useless in finding out the purity of the SN.

 

[BluesRunTheGame]

Weird, I would've thought this was written by a pro-lifer but I know you're not.

 

[loopylou]

It's a shame SN deaths aren't recorded like N is. So much uncertainty:(

 

[ClairyFairy]

I'm just feeling really sensitive and there's been a few frightened people lately. Maybe they're the prolifers because to be fair in the past people did used to seem more peaceful and I even had some as back up for a time. I dunno. I feel sometimes like I'm like a ghoul waiting for people I've become fond of never coming back and hoping beyond expectations a fine line of wanting people's wishes to come true whilst simultaneously wanting them not to. Haha seemed to be calm and unafraid facing her destiny and drinking her last. I feel like I want my death to be dignified and calm not manic and stressful. My whole life since I nearly died during birth has been manic and stressful and I don't want to go out that way. That's all. Sorry of I've upset anyone

According to the PPH it's 7/10 peaceful, with propa+benzos+painkillers it must be something like 8/10, so it's one of the most peaceful methods.

It did used to seem to be but people seem really filled with fear just now.
Also I thought that n was immediate but it takes hours. I need it to be instantaneous or at least completely traumatic physically.
I don't know if it's my mind but in some posts lately I feel like I'm almost with the people. I'm getting to involved

 

[motel rooms]

I feel like I want my death to be dignified and calm not manic and stressful. My whole life since I nearly died during birth has been manic and stressful and I don't want to go out that way.

Yeah, yeah, dignity & calm would be lovely, but in my experience those things are pretty hard to come by in this world. That's actually why a lot of us wanna ctb, isn't it?
I'm okay with suffering a little before I annihilate myself. I know that I won't be perfectly calm because no dying human being has ever been able to control their thoughts, I know that I'm just an animal & every animal is programmed to fear death, I know that the world won't stand still to salute me with the most spectacular sunset ever seen or whatever the fuck they put in sappy movies when a character offs themselves. Why fantasize that my last hours will be drastically different from the rest of this mountain of shit that is my life? As usual, I'll take a deep breath, bite the bullet & keep my eyes on the prize, & there ain't no prize like sweet death, baby!

 

[Amumu]

I'm just feeling really sensitive and there's been a few frightened people lately. Maybe they're the prolifers because to be fair in the past people did used to seem more peaceful and I even had some as back up for a time. I dunno. I feel sometimes like I'm like a ghoul waiting for people I've become fond of never coming back and hoping beyond expectations a fine line of wanting people's wishes to come true whilst simultaneously wanting them not to. Haha seemed to be calm and unafraid facing her destiny and drinking her last. I feel like I want my death to be dignified and calm not manic and stressful. My whole life since I nearly died during birth has been manic and stressful and I don't want to go out that way. That's all. Sorry of I've upset anyone


It did used to seem to be but people seem really filled with fear just now.
Also I thought that n was immediate but it takes hours. I need it to be instantaneous or at least completely traumatic physically.
I don't know if it's my mind but in some posts lately I feel like I'm almost with the people. I'm getting to involved

People are filled with fear because they know they're going to die... SI is the problem, it isn't the method, again.

Concerning N it's like F, if people are not dead immediately then people are completely high for hours before dying.

And honestly being high for hours doesn't seem to be an obnoxious experience.

 

[ClairyFairy]

No being high for hours sounds ideal to me.

I think to me jumping or hanging is better because I don't have to think about it up until the point I do it. It's all the preparation with sn. I'm lazy in life so I suppose it figures. Thanks for the replies

 

[motel rooms]

I think to me jumping or hanging is better because I don't have to think about it up until the point I do it.

Yeah, sure, that's how SI works...

 

[Myforevercharlie]

I watched my friend dying over a year ago by SN

She didn't seem to suffer a lot

But I guess it's different from person to person