SN came

[howard]

Edit: it came. I'm relieved.

The bottles look quite nice usually, are they coming Christmas wrapped at the moment?

 

[MeltingHeart]

The bottles look quite nice usually, are they coming Christmas wrapped at the moment?

lol

ED is erectile dysfunction.Sex on acid is cool until you start thinking about how fucked up your life is and look down and am no longer hard lolol

cant be a good idea dropping acid if u feel like yr life is fucked! surely u gotta be in a kind of ok head space before you take it?!

 

[howard]

I won't feel depressed when I'm having sex, I expect that I'll feel like I'm in heaven and pure Nirvana.

the last time I had any sexual contact was over 10 years ago when I was in high school and I still remember just how alive and full of passion I felt at that moment.

if you're not a total loser like myself you may not have that much gratitude towards sex, I on the other hand will feel passion in a way I've never felt in over a decade. I'll have nothing but gratitude for that.

It's not like that, its overrated, dirty, smelly , tiring, dangerous and just nature giving out Genes an over inflated sense of purpose. I'd skip it if I were you to avoid dissatisfaction and dissapointment.

 

[Hydrokhoos]

Edit: it came. I'm relieved.

I know the feeling ❤ Mine came a couple days ago

 

[6ixxy]

lol

cant be a good idea dropping acid if u feel like yr life is fucked! surely u gotta be in a kind of ok head space before you take it?!

Actually contrary to belief, I've taken it 3 times in the past month & every single time I had an amazing time (one persons experience doesn't justify it but something to go off of)very deep and emotional but empowering and strangely safe at the same time. Acid is such a good fucking tool to help you with mental capacity & wellbeing

 

[Malletboy]

Actually contrary to belief, I've taken it 3 times in the past month & every single time I had an amazing time (one persons experience doesn't justify it but something to go off of)very deep and emotional but empowering and strangely safe at the same time. Acid is such a good fucking tool to help you with mental capacity & wellbeing

We'are getting hella off topic so this is the last I'll say of Acid. The drug opened my eyes to many of the problems in my life that I was shoving down and ignoring. It helped me realize what I needed to do to alleviate some of this pain. Not to mention it was generally just a good ass time. It's just a little hard to enjoy it To the fullest when depression is lurking around the corner.

 

[WallsClosingInn]

Well, when you discover sex you'll postpone your death for at least a decade and it's a shame to waste a good SN

haha nice one:)

 

[Manja]

I know the feeling ❤ Mine came a couple days ago

Mine didn't...I hate you both...wish you were dead lol

 

[jgm63]

I actually considered going to Thailand and finding a girlfriend there to love and cherish. I have the time and money to do it too however I ruled against it. I doubt a woman will ever love me for who I am which is what I really want. Paying for companionship/sex is merely a temporary way to bury just how much unlovable of a person I really am.

maybe it sounds dumb, but I think all I'd worry about if I was in Thailand is what I'd do when I inevitably have to go back home and whether I could take care of her. Get some soul sucking job with nothing to look forward to, reminiscing about how much better Thailand was.

Also I'm not sure my loneliness is even my main problem, I think my main problem is that I just see no purpose to living. I don't enjoy anything anymore, I have nothing to look forward to, its as if life has no color for me anymore and I've felt like this for almost 10 years.

im tired of being in a perpetual existential crisis, i just want to live in peace and the only way I can perceive that happening is simply to not be alive at all.

What makes you so certain you are so unloveable ?
Are you comparing yourself to others ?
You don't need to do that.

 

[gambardella]

It's not like that, its overrated, dirty, smelly , tiring, dangerous and just nature giving out Genes an over inflated sense of purpose. I'd skip it if I were you to avoid dissatisfaction and dissapointment.

Yes, but that same "overrated, dirty, smelly, tiring, dangerous" act is simply divine, if done with the right person.

@waterbottleman if you do try it, you'll either love it or be disappointed indeed. But I'm guessing you've already been disappointed by so many other things in life, so maybe this one disappointment will only be marginal. It's your call.