Discussion Should I tell him?

[kittymeow:3]

Should I tell my partner that I am suicidal?

One time me and my partner had been talking about the sh subject, he told me that people who are loud about their SH are either only doing it for attention or cause they're genuinely looking for help.

Last few months I've been dealing with suicidal thoughts.. I've already came up with a plan and date.. I want to tell him but I don't want to look like like I'm doing it for attention.. but at the same time I do want him to know how I've been feeling..

Mind that our relationship is quite rocky right now, so I also don't want it to look like I'm manipulating him or anything like that.

I just don't know what to do.


EDIT- I'm planning on CTB but I don't plan on telling him that.. I'm only thinking about telling him I have suicidal thoughts.

 

[Canto XIII]

or cause they're genuinely looking for help

He said it himself.

Mind that our relationship is quite rocky right now, so I also don't want it to look like I'm manipulating him or anything like that.

I just don't know what to do.

I don't know if you should tell him in particular but you should definitely tell someone in your life, or a professional. You'll get some sort of natural anti-survivor bias by browsing here, but sharing what affects you genuinely helps in many cases.