Wishfulthought

Wishfulthought

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My SN arrived. I was no way expecting it to come this quick.. I was thinking towards the end of September. Hopefully this gives some hope to any UK users trying to acquire SN themselves. My money has finally ran out, my will to live is gone. Will be interesting to see how the next few days pan out..
 
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Well, the only thing I wish you is luck with the decision you make.
 
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anxivoid

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Good luck. Where are you going to use it?
 
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Good luck. Where are you going to use it?
Thank you. I haven't figured that out fully yet. I have a car so I'm thinking drive to a nearby nature spot or forest and walk for a few hours and do it somewhere hidden. Or just in my bedroom when family are out or sleeping. No idea.
 
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BPD Barbie

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It's such a relief when you receive it isn't it? You will know when the time is right, don't rush into things.
 
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It's such a relief when you receive it isn't it? You will know when the time is right, don't rush into things.
It is! I feel kind of free and untouchable? lol I don't know thats probs just the weed talking. I will bear that in mind, thank you :hug:
 
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It's such a relief when you receive it isn't it? You will know when the time is right, don't rush into things.
Oh. For me, for example, everything is different. I want to do "it" as soon as I get it. I don't want to risk it. If I lived alone, it would be a completely different case. But now, if my parents find it, I will have to wait for another "moment", probably for years. :(
 
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Oh. For me, for example, everything is different. I want to do "it" as soon as I get it. I don't want to risk it. If I lived alone, it would be a completely different case. But now, if my parents find it, I will have to wait for another "moment", probably for years. :(
Definitely eliminates that risk, my mum did question me on the package but hopefully she doesn't pry anymore. Have you got any way of hiding it safely once it arrives so you have more time to think through your decision?
 
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Definitely eliminates that risk, my mum did question me on the package but hopefully she doesn't pry anymore. Have you got any way of hiding it safely once it arrives so you have more time to think through your decision?
No, I have nowhere to store it. There is no "safe" place in my room. And I thought about this method all summer, and about killing myself - probably more than a year.
 
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FinalDestination

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My SN arrived. I was no way expecting it to come this quick.. I was thinking towards the end of September. Hopefully this gives some hope to any UK users trying to acquire SN themselves. My money has finally ran out, my will to live is gone. Will be interesting to see how the next few days pan out..
Mine came too today! :smiling: It's a huge relief when it comes, no? it's nice knowing when the time is right I have an option.
Either way, hope you're doing well.
 
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No, I have nowhere to store it. There is no "safe" place in my room. And I thought about this method all summer, and about killing myself - probably more than a year.
Damn. Sounds like you've got it already figured out then. Good luck with whatever you decide :hug:
Mine came too today! :smiling: It's a huge relief when it comes, no? it's nice knowing when the time is right I have an option.
Either way, hope you're doing well.
Yay! Definitely a huge relief I agree :ahhha: almost surreal having everything fall into place so quickly and smoothly, and thank you, you too :hug:
 
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Praying this is legit SN. I'll do a blood test tomorrow. Packaging looks ok to me but I wouldn't have a bloody clue :ahhha:
 
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Looks lovely. I'll go for mine tomorrow (it's still sold freely around here in my latrinamerican shithole).
 
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I'm green with envy :wink: but happy for you!
 
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Praying this is legit SN. I'll do a blood test tomorrow. Packaging looks ok to me but I wouldn't have a bloody clue :ahhha:

Strange. In that blue square on the left it should be number 3, not 2. And number 1 in the yellow square. Definitely test it.
 
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Apparently here it's sold normally by the 50lb bag, and the least one can buy is like a kg. Even with a kg I'll end up throwing away 95% of the product. It would be nice to send it to people having trouble sourcing but it doesn't look feasible/like a good idea.
Strange. In that blue square on the left it should be number 3, not 2. And number 1 in the yellow square. Definitely test it.

What's the meaning of those numbers ?
 
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Apparently here it's sold normally by the 50lb bag, and the least one can buy is like a kg. Even with a kg I'll end up throwing away 95% of the product. It would be nice to send it to people having trouble sourcing but it doesn't look feasible/like a good idea.


What's the meaning of those numbers ?

Hazardous Materials Information .
A diamond with four colored sections each with a number indicating severity 0–4 (0 for no hazard, 4 indicates a severe hazard).
The red section denotes flammability. The blue section denotes health risks. Yellow represents reactivity (tendency to explode). The white section denotes special hazard information.


Normally SN should have number 3 in blue section.
 
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Looks lovely. I'll go for mine tomorrow (it's still sold freely around here in my latrinamerican shithole).
Good luck with everything :hug:

Strange. In that blue square on the left it should be number 3, not 2. And number 1 in the yellow square. Definitely test it.
Thanks for that I wouldn't of noticed, will definitely test tomorrow and if I'm still not satisfied I'll look into buying a test kit.
 
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Hazardous Materials Information .
A diamond with four colored sections each with a number indicating severity 0–4 (0 for no hazard, 4 indicates a severe hazard).
The red section denotes flammability. The blue section denotes health risks. Yellow represents reactivity (tendency to explode). The white section denotes special hazard information.


Normally SN should have number 3 in blue section.
It feels so weird learning new things when one has pretty much the certainty that there won't be time to use them for anything.
 
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PJFord

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It's such a relief when you receive it isn't it? You will know when the time is right, don't rush into things.
Yes! When mine arrived it was a relief. I live very near the distributor so it arrived in a couple days. Then when I got the meto from the pharmacy I was further relieved.

I'm green with envy :wink:but happy for you!
@coeur.brisé : Did your SN arrive? I remember from other posts you are waiting for it.
 
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My SN arrived. I was no way expecting it to come this quick.. I was thinking towards the end of September. Hopefully this gives some hope to any UK users trying to acquire SN themselves. My money has finally ran out, my will to live is gone. Will be interesting to see how the next few days pan out..

Congrats on successfully obtaining SN. :hug: No need to rush if you don't need to. Just plan carefully. :hug:
 
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icanhasnick

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Sep 3, 2020
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I've got mine too. Wasn't asked any questions, luckily. And yeah, on her profile she says she received it today.

In a former life, when I bought an N2 tube, I was asked many things at the shop. They wanted to know what i wanted it for, i said to inflate tires (?), they believed it. Then they explained me at length how to use the flow regulator for the desired pressure, and didn't want to sell me the kind that you set for l/m (the soldering kind) because I needed the kind that you set the pressure rather than the flow. It was a mess, I ended up buying both kinds, the wrong one with them and the right one at some other shop.
 
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@coeur.brisé : Did your SN arrive? I remember from other posts you are waiting for it.
Hi. Yeah, it did. Thanks for asking. I'm just letting the roller coaster take my emotions for a ride before I even open the bag it came in. :mmm:

Enjoy your new-found last week and your family. :hug:
 
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