SN arrived!

[looking_for_peace]

I was really lucky it arrived when it did because the package was NOT discrete whatsoever. The order details, INCLUDING a pic of the SN, were literally printed on the front of the package! There was no ambiguity as to what was inside lol. Had I ordered it just one day later, it would have arrived while my entire family was home. It stresses me to even think about it... but all is well that ends well. I'm surprised it wasn't seized by customs because of the content, but I'm thankful to whoever made the oversight and delivered it anyway.

Not going to be using it any time soon, but I wanted to order some before it became impossible to acquire. Thought I'd write this post because the delivery of this goddamn SN has been stressing me for weeks. Phew...!

 

[StrawberryBlonde]

Glad you received your package. Are you feeling alright now, no thoughts about ctb in near future? I was always curious about how people who use SN feel before they take it. Will it be painful?

 

[HerculePoirot]

Will it be painful?

Nope. Just uncomfortable, for about 10 minutes. Then you'll faint. Then you'll die.

peacefully.

 

[StrawberryBlonde]

Nope. Just uncomfortable, for about 10 minutes. Then you'll faint. Then you'll die.

peacefully.

oh im od'ing too but with no-spa. its easier to ingest than sn cuz sn is salty and can be puked out.

 

[HerculePoirot]

oh im od'ing too but with no-spa. its easier to ingest than sn cuz sn is salty and can be puked out.

Forgive me, I'm a little bit skeptical about no-spa, because of the huge amount of pills you'll have to ingest to make sure the lethal dose is reached. Please make some extra research.

 

[Jadzia]

oh im od'ing too but with no-spa. its easier to ingest than sn cuz sn is salty and can be puked out.

What do you mean by no-spa?

 

[StrawberryBlonde]

What do you mean by no-spa?

It's a russian drug with drotaverine in it, lethal dose is more than 60 pills

Forgive me, I'm a little bit skeptical about no-spa, because of the huge amount of pills you'll have to ingest to make sure the lethal dose is reached. Please make some extra research.

I actually overdosed with it once, of course unsuccessful, but because I drank a lot of water and got my stomach pumped in under 10 minutes of ingesting them because my mom found me. I'm sure I will die that way

 

[HerculePoirot]

What do you mean by no-spa?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/planning-to-use-no-spa-is-it-a-good-choice.48061/post-867701

I'm sure I will die that way

OK. I hope sincerely you are right. Good luck, be careful.

 

[Silent.Tears]

Youuuuuuu......Luuuckkyyyyy.......Human.
I'm glad you don't have to stress over the delivery anymore. So, when are you throwing 'delivery-success' party? I'm invited, right?

 

[tiredone]

Nice one. Lucky.

 

[looking_for_peace]

Glad you received your package. Are you feeling alright now, no thoughts about ctb in near future? I was always curious about how people who use SN feel before they take it. Will it be painful?

From what I have read, it is uncomfortable but not painful. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/testing-sn-how-to-get-to-hospital-fast.74903/ this is a really interesting post! but yes, the experience is different for everyone.

As for how I'm feeling, it is interesting because shortly after I placed the order, my SI kicked in and I felt dreadful for a few days. That horrible feeling passed, and since then I've been feeling pretty okay. I'm very, very relieved I got my hands on SN. I don't know when I'll use it; I'm going to try my hand at university before making any decisions. But one day for certain.

Youuuuuuu......Luuuckkyyyyy.......Human.
I'm glad you don't have to stress over the delivery anymore. So, when are you throwing 'delivery-success' party? I'm invited, right?

Lady Luck was certainly on my side... for the first time ever. you know, I do feel like throwing a party lolol

 

[FuneralCry]

I do understand why you would feel so relieved at having the option of SN by your side, as you have a way to exit for when the time is right and you won't feel trapped here in this world. I envy those who have SN right now. I wish you the best in whatever happens going forward.

 

[looking_for_peace]

I do understand why you would feel so relieved at having the option of SN by your side, as you have a way to exit for when the time is right and you won't feel trapped here in this world. I envy those who have SN right now. I wish you the best in whatever happens going forward.

exactly. and thank you, friend! I hope you find peace wherever that may be

 

[BrokenOak]

I was really lucky it arrived when it did because the package was NOT discrete whatsoever. The order details, INCLUDING a pic of the SN, were literally printed on the front of the package! There was no ambiguity as to what was inside lol. Had I ordered it just one day later, it would have arrived while my entire family was home. It stresses me to even think about it... but all is well that ends well. I'm surprised it wasn't seized by customs because of the content, but I'm thankful to whoever made the oversight and delivered it anyway.

Not going to be using it any time soon, but I wanted to order some before it became impossible to acquire. Thought I'd write this post because the delivery of this goddamn SN has been stressing me for weeks. Phew...!

Did you order from IC? Damn well hope their shipments arent that obvious.

 

[looking_for_peace]

Did you order from IC? Damn well hope their shipments arent that obvious.

I don't know IC, but I don't think so. It was from a Malaysian company with the initials TIG.

 

[BrokenOak]

I don't know IC, but I don't think so. It was from a Malaysian company with the initials TIG.

Thats fine, if you did you'd know the initials!