SN and vomiting

[charlottewilts]

If I vomit I will drink a second glass. The only doubt that I have is if I should drink all the second glass or just aproximately the same amount I vomited. I will prepare 3 glasses anyway. If I drink SN is because I'm sure I want to die. I won't call an ambulance.

I have been thinking about this too. I think that if I vomit, I'll try to gauge how much I've expelled, and then prepare another glass with 5, 10, 15 or so grams accordingly. I worry that if I take another dose of 25 grams that I will vomit again.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I have been thinking about this too. I think that if I vomit, I'll try to gauge how much I've expelled, and then prepare another glass with 5, 10, 15 or so grams accordingly. I worry that if I take another dose of 25 grams that I will vomit again.

What about 2 glasses of 10g in 50ml each one?

 

[charlottewilts]

What about 2 glasses of 10g in 50ml each one?

like i said, depends on how much i vomit. i'm debating still whether i should do 20, 25 or something in between as the stat dose. but yeah, 10 would probably be the golden mean for me when replacing what was lost.

 

[Rdc]

Wow this thread is wild and full of misinformation.

Which parts contain misinformation?

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Wow this thread is wild and full of misinformation.

Please tell the misinformation. What is wrong

 

[intheend]

If you vomit on the second try, will you call the ambulance then? It's so risky, you could wake up and end brain damaged because you don't know how much of the sn you vomited :/

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

If you vomit on the second try, will you call the ambulance then? It's so risky, you could wake up and end brain damaged because you don't know how much of the sn you vomited :/

If I vomit on the second try I'll drink the 3rd glass then. But I would never call an ambulance.

 

[intheend]

If I vomit on the second try I'll drink the 3rd glass then. But I would never call an ambulance.

Very likely you will vomit again. One gets more nauseous for every time you try.

 

[NeCkDeEp]

I haven't seen here a story of someone surviving SN even after a vomiting (without calling the ambulance) tbh

 

[TowerUpright]

Nor have I. If you vomit, you've still got some stuff absorbed.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I think the main key is not being found.

 

[intheend]

I haven't seen here a story of someone surviving SN even after a vomiting (without calling the ambulance) tbh

Here you don't know if they survived or not. They could have ended vegetable and not able to be here anymore.

 

[NeCkDeEp]

Here you don't know if they survived or not. They could have ended vegetable and not able to be here anymore.

I really think that you are just making yourself scared.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Here you don't know if they survived or not. They could have ended vegetable and not able to be here anymore.

That's what I fear. I prefer being like I am right now than vegetable but I guess at the time of drinking the SN I wouldn't care about that and I'll wish luck by my side and end up dead. But there are people that drank SN failed and could recover well according what I read here.

 

[intheend]

That's what I fear. I prefer being like I am right now than vegetable but I guess at the time of drinking the SN I wouldn't care about that and I'll wish luck by my side and end up dead. But there are people that drank SN failed and could recover well according what I read here.

Yeah, but you don't know what happen to the individual. Don't think it will not happen to you, because it it possible. One cannot know. :/

 

[LegaliseIt!]

My plan is to prepare 3 glasses at once, so if I vomit, I will drink the second. I f I vomit that, I will drink the 3rd. By then I will have more than enough SN on board.
I will pre-mix because I know that I will feel too dizzy to mix them one at a time.
I don't fear the (statistically small possibility of brain damage), because my memories haunt me. I am also unable to contribute to society or my family in any way.
In my country, methylene blue treatment for SN is not available on ambulances, and I plan on being more than 60 minutes away from the nearest hospital. Not easy in some countries. See video/thread below:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-emt-talks-about-treating-patients.27338/

 

[deltahead]

this is worrying. my "plan" was to wait until sometime in January, walk out into a nearby field and take 20g of SN dissolved in 50ml. i'd follow a stat dose beforehand, but my brain is so fucking disorganized it's hard to tell whether or not i'm timing everything correctly. on top of that, fasting might be quite difficult in my environment because i never really know "when" food will come or when i should eat something. i've heard that you can still die after puking which i guess is fine, but i'm doing all of this under the flimsy assumption that if i'm sure i puked most of it up and death won't be happening, i can just walk back home like an idiot and deal with the residue symptoms on my own. that was the one comfort i had, especially when knowing it's a lot more likely i'll fail due to the fasting issue. i am pathologically incapable of committing to anything so this kind of half-assed attempt came off as almost relieving. "if i die then oh well, if i don't then it's no big deal and i can shrug it off!" but now i don't know what to do. having my SN expire in march without me doing anything with it is just incredibly shameful and makes me feel fake. it seems ironic that to kill yourself you actually need the parts of your brain that handle confidence/inner calm and planning skills to work just a little bit, while i can't even manage that. i just act on pure blind desperation (which has been sustained 24/7 for months now) or apathy and self-hatred. i really shouldn't be this bad at being suicidal when i've had my entire life to think on it.

 

[LegaliseIt!]

this is worrying. my "plan" was to wait until sometime in January, walk out into a nearby field and take 20g of SN dissolved in 50ml. i'd follow a stat dose beforehand, but my brain is so fucking disorganized it's hard to tell whether or not i'm timing everything correctly. on top of that, fasting might be quite difficult in my environment because i never really know "when" food will come or when i should eat something. i've heard that you can still die after puking which i guess is fine, but i'm doing all of this under the flimsy assumption that if i'm sure i puked most of it up and death won't be happening, i can just walk back home like an idiot and deal with the residue symptoms on my own. that was the one comfort i had, especially when knowing it's a lot more likely i'll fail due to the fasting issue. i am pathologically incapable of committing to anything so this kind of half-assed attempt came off as almost relieving. "if i die then oh well, if i don't then it's no big deal and i can shrug it off!" but now i don't know what to do. having my SN expire in march without me doing anything with it is just incredibly shameful and makes me feel fake. it seems ironic that to kill yourself you actually need the parts of your brain that handle confidence/inner calm and planning skills to work just a little bit, while i can't even manage that. i just act on pure blind desperation (which has been sustained 24/7 for months now) or apathy and self-hatred. i really shouldn't be this bad at being suicidal when i've had my entire life to think on it.

No matter what you choose or what the outcome is, this is a caring community, and we are always here to listen if you need to vent.
Sending peace and comfort.