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SecretDissociation

SecretDissociation

Suicide enthusiast
Sep 11, 2022
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Hello,

I'm due to ingest SN soon and I really don't want any of my family members to find my body as I'll be ctb-ing inside the flat where my family lives. (I'd rather that than have them pay any fines if I ctb in a hotel)

My plan would be to call the samaritans 20 minutes after ingesting SN. If you become unconscious while on the phone with them they'll send emergency services to you.

Now the intercom bell to my flat will be turned off and my father will be asleep so it would take them quite some time to get it. And I'm assuming that me being unconscious means that I'll be too far gone for resuscitation or help?

DAE have any better ideas or clearer insight into this plan?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Are you serious about your attempt?

I don't think there is an exact estimate after how much time resuscitation isn't possible anymore.

Imo it's too risky to end up as a veggie if you inform someone directly or indirectly.

I'm sorry you have to go through this. Whatever you decide to do - I wish you good luck and I hope you find peace! :heart:
 
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Secrets1

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Nov 18, 2019
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Just my opinion but I'd guess in the long run your family would rather pay fines than live in the same place you CTB. I can see it adding to the injury.

Sometimes in these situations families end up selling their house leading to greater cost. Whatever you choose, if your motive for location is as mentioned I would give it extra thought.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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You need to be sure of your decision and make a solid plan. Don't count on being able do much after drinking. You will be incapacitated fast. Also keep in mind being unconscious doesn't mean beyond resuscitation.
 
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