SN AND PAIN

[axab43]

When researching SN, I read the handbook that is on here (can't remember the full name.) The people who wrote the book had done lots of research about SN and watched several deaths after taking it. Their conclusion from what I remember is that the deaths were relatively painfree and over quite quickly.

On this page today, people were discussing it and someone said, after you have taken it, it will be the worst 40 minutes of your life. And something like, "it will be hell."
I have read the threads of members who have taken this and gone to the trouble to write it all down to record for people on here what really happens. They did not describe 40 minutes of "sheer hell" or the worst pain ever felt in their life. In fact, nothing like that was described and I'm sure they would have wanted to let people know if they had experienced anything that bad.


So in people's experience, which one is it? And where do people get the "sheer hell" experience from? I don't think the authors who wrote the handbook would want to lie about what they observed and say it was fairly painfree if it wasn't (Obviously there will be discomfort and vomitting, but I've never read of 40 minutes of sheer hell before.) COuld this be prolifers on this group trying to put people off?_

 

[SadRatQueen]

From my understanding, the only real hell would be the throwing up and probably anxiety. This is why the PPeH recommends we take additional steps to help make sure those who decided to use sn are as comfortable as possible. Si is normally the leading cause for the "sheer hell" aspect.

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

When researching SN, I read the handbook that is on here (can't remember the full name.) The people who wrote the book had done lots of research about SN and watched several deaths after taking it. Their conclusion from what I remember is that the deaths were relatively painfree and over quite quickly.

On this page today, people were discussing it and someone said, after you have taken it, it will be the worst 40 minutes of your life. And something like, "it will be hell."
I have read the threads of members who take this and write it all down to record for people on here what really happens. They did not describe 40 minutes of "sheer hell" or the worst pain ever felt in their life. In fact, nothing like that was described.


So in people's experience, which one is it? And where do people get the "sheer hell" experience from? I don't think the authors who wrote the handbook would want to lie about what they observed and say it was fairly painfree if it wasn't (Obviously there will be discomfort and vomitting, but I've never read of 40 minutes of sheer hell before.

Um.... im interested for a pm on this matter more to prepare myself, especially the pure hell as im more curious and scared as I am such a crybaby but I want to endure what I know as I already am scared of my own heart and would rather take my chances as I get numb easily and drowsy so please share!!

 

[axab43]

Um.... im interested for a pm on this matter more to prepare myself, especially the pure hell as im more curious and scared as I am such a crybaby but I want to endure what I know as I already am scared of my own heart and would rather take my chances as I get numb easily and drowsy so please share!!

I don't know, but have just read people who have done research into several deaths and not said it is anything like as bad as "sheer hell." If you look at the handbook that I think is on here, you will find what they have said about it (as I said, can't remember the name. I think it is something like the Peaceful Pill Handbook, if anyone else remembers.)

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

I don't know, but have just read people who have done research into several deaths and not said it is anything like as bad as "sheer hell." If you look at the handbook that I think is on here, you will find what they have said about it (as I said, can't remember the name. I think it is something like the Peaceful Pill Handbook, if anyone else remembers.)

I see… I am excited it will be as peaceful then then some who are much afraid

 

[rozeske]

Sn has been discussed a ton more times than any other method. Years of documented people's attempts here, the pph itself, as many medical reports and documentations of of sn poisoning. It's basically the same process and the same facts that doesn't change much with time. Reading even a fraction of those would help you recognize facts and exaggerated versions or at times outright total lies about sn. Completely painfree and super fast, euphoric and pleasant, excruciating pain, sheer hell, hours of conscious agony, hyperventilating and suffocation, waking up the next day and going about your business.....so many claims. You gotta choose what you accept as a fact or what you take with a grain of salt...or sn.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I think that the ones saying that it's pure hell are fearmongering since there are pro lifers on here in disguise and one of the commonly used pro lifer tactic to deter people from killing themselves is by labelling the more peaceful methods as methods which are horrific. These people know that the actual risky and horrific methods are terrifying enough to deter a lot of suicidal people from killing themselves and they exploit that fear since they want to enslave us in existence for as long as possible

 

[purelydaft]

Pain can be relative, biologically and through one's past experiences. "Sheer hell" is not particularly descriptive if we don't know what "kind of hell" or "not that hell-ish" are. I think we can be sure there definitely is significant discomfort and anxiety since the heart will beat very fast.

 

[axab43]

I think that the ones saying that it's pure hell are fearmongering since there are pro lifers on here in disguise and one of the commonly used pro lifer tactic to deter people from killing themselves is by labelling the more peaceful methods as methods which are horrific. These people know that the actual risky and horrific methods are terrifying enough to deter a lot of suicidal people from killing themselves and they exploit that fear since they want to enslave us in existence for as long as possible

This is what I thought myself, I just wanted to check other people's reaction to what was said, as I have never heard that before.

Sn has been discussed a ton more times than any other method. Years of documented people's attempts here, the pph itself, as many medical reports and documentations of of sn poisoning. It's basically the same process and the same facts that doesn't change much with time. Reading even a fraction of those would help you recognize facts and exaggerated versions or at times outright total lies about sn. Completely painfree and super fast, euphoric and pleasant, excruciating pain, sheer hell, hours of conscious agony, hyperventilating and suffocation, waking up the next day and going about your business.....so many claims. You gotta choose what you accept as a fact or what you take with a grain of salt...or sn.

I guess I was trying to show how people were telling obvious gross exaggerations and to ask why they would do that? (I probably should have worded my original post more carefully.) I had never heard what the "sheer hell" person said before or the way they said it and it didn't sound like a genuine response, which is really bad on a forum with desperate people. I understand if others want to suggest people may try and wait, or not rush suicide, as I have seen some say on here. But suggesting a trusted method is sheer hell seems very questionable.

 

[SafferGuy]

On this page today, people were discussing it and someone said, after you have taken it, it will be the worst 40 minutes of your life. And something like, "it will be hell."

The worst 40 minutes of my life? After 40 years I think I can handle it.

 

[Forveleth]

Sn has been discussed a ton more times than any other method. Years of documented people's attempts here, the pph itself, as many medical reports and documentations of of sn poisoning. It's basically the same process and the same facts that doesn't change much with time. Reading even a fraction of those would help you recognize facts and exaggerated versions or at times outright total lies about sn. Completely painfree and super fast, euphoric and pleasant, excruciating pain, sheer hell, hours of conscious agony, hyperventilating and suffocation, waking up the next day and going about your business.....so many claims. You gotta choose what you accept as a fact or what you take with a grain of salt...or sn.

Just want to emphasize this response. This is good advice for this situation and ANYTHING you read on the internet. There are dozens if not hundreds of accounts by this point. They all say very similar things, do not let the one stand out overrule all of them. Read carefully, think critically.

 

[axab43]

Just want to emphasize this response. This is good advice for this situation and ANYTHING you read on the internet. There are dozens if not hundreds of accounts by this point. They all say very similar things, do not let the one stand out overrule all of them. Read carefully, think critically.

This is very difficult for over thinkers though .>>"read carefully, think critically."

Depressed minds can sometimes let these things whirl round their heads and they think "if one person says there isa possibility of pain, maybe there is." Telling people to read carefully and think critically when their minds just blow everything up is really difficult to do. They need guidance as to which is the most reputable account of this, otherwise they will kick into fear thinking. I know which are the fear mongerers but the fear mongerers are there exactly to put fragile minds off and turn them away from the many who say this is a fairly painfree process, apart from the inevitable discomfort of vomitting etc, which is a process of a lot of natural deaths through illness anyway that I've seen.

 

[death_bed221]

At this point I don't care. Get me the fuck out this existence pain or no pain.

 

[howunfortunateforme]

Sn has been discussed a ton more times than any other method. Years of documented people's attempts here, the pph itself, as many medical reports and documentations of of sn poisoning. It's basically the same process and the same facts that doesn't change much with time. Reading even a fraction of those would help you recognize facts and exaggerated versions or at times outright total lies about sn. Completely painfree and super fast, euphoric and pleasant, excruciating pain, sheer hell, hours of conscious agony, hyperventilating and suffocation, waking up the next day and going about your business.....so many claims. You gotta choose what you accept as a fact or what you take with a grain of salt...or sn.

So which is it? Pain and horror or discomfort and serenity