LenkaX

LenkaX

Maybe there is a hope!
Aug 14, 2020
366
I'm desperate. I know that I want to CTB before Christmas. Ideally till the end of November.
I can go to a hotel and take the SN there but there's one thing I'm really scared of: that I would make loud noises and someone would open the door and they would call an ambulance and I would survive. Then they would send me to psych ward and this would be devastating (I was already 6 times in a few psych wards in Czech republic and this country has the most obnoxious psych wards ever, believe me!)
What should I do? I don't know, maybe I would be completely silent but maybe I would made loud noises (I searched this forum and some people suggest that making loud noises is possible with SN).
 
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Umbrellaterm

All parents are evil incarnate
Oct 22, 2020
308
Do it deep in the woods.
Maybe setup a tent and a campfire. It'll be cozy.
 
Futile

Futile

Tired of being lonely
Sep 3, 2020
499
I have this problem too, apparently from two witnesses here (one who died and one who survived) you shouldn't make much noise. Except from puking ofc, but you should avoid that anyway
 
LenkaX

LenkaX

Maybe there is a hope!
Aug 14, 2020
366
I have this problem too, apparently from two witnesses here (one who died and one who survived) you shouldn't make much noise. Except from puking ofc, but you should avoid that anyway
And do you think that you would puke with 3 x10mg metoclopramide?
 
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rt1989526

Paragon
Aug 2, 2020
935
Put TV on and ingest at night like 1-2am, that's what I will do
 
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Umbrellaterm

All parents are evil incarnate
Oct 22, 2020
308
And do you think that you would puke with 3 x10mg metoclopramide?
It's possible and it all depends on your own biology.

I recommend 48 hour regime.
 
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LenkaX

Maybe there is a hope!
Aug 14, 2020
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I'm no expert on these things I just hope everything turns out fine
I agree, we have to hope... There is always risk with every method. I will attempt it soon in a hotel and if I won't succeed, I will try in in spring or summer and go to deep woods.
 
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