LenkaX
Maybe there is a hope!
- Aug 14, 2020
- 366
I'm desperate. I know that I want to CTB before Christmas. Ideally till the end of November.
I can go to a hotel and take the SN there but there's one thing I'm really scared of: that I would make loud noises and someone would open the door and they would call an ambulance and I would survive. Then they would send me to psych ward and this would be devastating (I was already 6 times in a few psych wards in Czech republic and this country has the most obnoxious psych wards ever, believe me!)
What should I do? I don't know, maybe I would be completely silent but maybe I would made loud noises (I searched this forum and some people suggest that making loud noises is possible with SN).
I can go to a hotel and take the SN there but there's one thing I'm really scared of: that I would make loud noises and someone would open the door and they would call an ambulance and I would survive. Then they would send me to psych ward and this would be devastating (I was already 6 times in a few psych wards in Czech republic and this country has the most obnoxious psych wards ever, believe me!)
What should I do? I don't know, maybe I would be completely silent but maybe I would made loud noises (I searched this forum and some people suggest that making loud noises is possible with SN).