SN and Fear of Vomiting

[Ob La Dee]

This is going to sound a bit silly, but it's true. I'm planning to ctb with SN sometime over the next few weeks. While I'm not afraid of dying (in fact I welcome it) I AM afraid of vomiting. This is a major phobia for me, something I have had since I was a child. After I puke I tend to crawl into a fetal position on my bed and shake like a leaf. I have already purchased the SN and paid a hefty price for it (sn is hard to find in the US now that companies have learned that people are using it to commit suicide) and I'm worried that this fear will prevent me from going through with it. In fact it's the only thing that is stopping me.

I am on a psych med (paliderodone) which is supposed to act as an antiemetic and prevent vomiting, but I'm still fearful. I know how ridiculous this sounds and I'm wondering if anyone has advice on how to push past this phobia.

 

[aminend]

If U vomite u can take another glass of SN. I think vomiting is not important thing to be a phobia. Don't think about that alot.

 

[Bedrock48]

I don't think its ridiculous at all, I suffer from the same phobia and it causes me a lot of stress even in just day to day life. Emetophobia is a big reason I've steered away from SN and other ingestible sui methods in general. I don't think there's an easy way to get around the phobia but if you're sure SN is your method then all I can suggest is nausea aids. Smelling an alcohol swab (like the ones used to prep for injections) can temporarily stave off nausea, as can humming. Sounds odd but they do help. Ginger is another thing that can help. Won't be able to ingest it obviously but ginger sweets might help, I'm not too sure.

 

[miminkpo]

I guess you've already considered an antiemetic. When I tried to SN I panicked and forced myself to puke. I felt like my stomach was getting upset (no pain though, just feeling) but I actually wouldn't puke until I forced myself. I did it on a full stomach, so that may be why. In my experience, puking is what might be the painful thing (I have a hard time puking, my face gets red and I feel like my head will burst) so I can understand this phobia or fear. I don't really have this phobia but I'm also not comfortable puking.

My advice would be, if you tried SN, just try to calm yourself before you even do it. Panic is the worst thing that could happen to you, you want to pass on pleasantly. If you obsess about puking, it just will be unbearable to wait until unconsciousness. However, even though I puked I was still in a coma in the ICU for 2 days. I would've died if an ambulance wasn't called. I've got no permanent disabilities nor have my organs been damaged. However, if I'm being honest I was told this could be a possibility if they'd saved me sometime later.

 

[NoPointToContinue]

If you don't have any other method, alternative to risk of vomiting is continue to live. I guess you have to compare those two and make your choice.

 

[PinkSakura]

I have the same phobia and I bought sn

 

[sadpinky]

I'd be careful with this user, from my interaction with them they don't seem like they're in their right state of mind. They're very selfish and then somehow try to pin things on you if you try to talk or help.

 

[Ob La Dee]

I'd be careful with this user, from my interaction with them they don't seem like they're in their right state of mind. They're very selfish and then somehow try to pin things on you if you try to talk or help.

Sadpinky is angry with me because I decided that I didn't want him to observe me while I ctb. He was just curious because he is looking to ctb using the same method. I'm sorry I'm not ready to ctb within your timeframe sadpinky. The fact that you were capable of posting something like that only proves how unstable and angry you are. I am not ready to ctb just yet. I'm sorry that you will miss out on the spectacle. Now please stop harassing me because I blocked your number. You had ulterior motives for staying in contact with me and I don't need people like you in my life. Seek therapy.

 

[sadpinky]

Sadpinky is angry with me because I decided that I didn't want him to observe me while I ctb. He was just curious because he is looking to ctb using the same method. I'm sorry I'm not ready to ctb within your timeframe sadpinky. The fact that you were capable of posting something like that only proves how unstable and angry you are. I am not ready to ctb just yet. I'm sorry that you will miss out on the spectacle. Now please stop harassing me because I blocked your number. You had ulterior motives for staying in contact with me and I don't need people like you in my life. Seek therapy.

Nobody wants to watch you CTB! Why are you so delusional. You used me for my info and sources, please stop texting me! I literally have our entire chat history, please don't make me bring it up

 

[tryingtoescape]

I have a fear of vomiting too. I hate the feeling of nausea. I associate it with being severely anxious because being anxious makes me nauseous. I'm nauseous all the time. I'm afraid of nausea and vomiting. I'm hoping Klonopin will help me.