bennydiazapine
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- Dec 4, 2022
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Hi All,
I attempted late last year thread here. It wasn't a half arsed attempt by any means.
Anyway, the reason I choose that method was my in-ability to access SN. I have since acquired 50g from IC, and plan to CTB in mid March.
I started using opiates as a coping mechanism when I started stockpiling opitates (Mainly Oxycodone & Codeine) when I started to plan my Suicide, Before my attempt I was drinking around 200mg-250mg of codiene with minimum 30mg Oxy, usually upwards of 100mg though, in hindsight this raised my tolerance and is probably the reason I am still here.
What I'm curious about is when I attempt in March with SN, If I use opiates on the day of/before is that going to impact my attempt at all?
I plan to do all the anti anemic regime 2 days before hand as recommend etc I have just recently acquired Pure (Nearly) Heroin from the DW and have been using tiny amounts instead of the drugs I was using before as that was 100's of dollars a day, the amount of heroin I use is very small 10mg-20mg at a time. It sometimes can make me nauseous to the point of throwing when I have to much.
If the use is going to impact me CTB in March, then I will obviously have to stop using until then.\
EDIT: Sorry, forgot to ask. One thing regarding the SN that has me puzzled is the amount to be used, PPH says 10g somewhere else relevant I read 15g, I've seen multiple post where people recommend 25g. From what I understand having to much is not a good idea, and can make the experience painful. Can anyone confirm what the correct reccomended amount is to have?
I attempted late last year thread here. It wasn't a half arsed attempt by any means.
Anyway, the reason I choose that method was my in-ability to access SN. I have since acquired 50g from IC, and plan to CTB in mid March.
I started using opiates as a coping mechanism when I started stockpiling opitates (Mainly Oxycodone & Codeine) when I started to plan my Suicide, Before my attempt I was drinking around 200mg-250mg of codiene with minimum 30mg Oxy, usually upwards of 100mg though, in hindsight this raised my tolerance and is probably the reason I am still here.
What I'm curious about is when I attempt in March with SN, If I use opiates on the day of/before is that going to impact my attempt at all?
I plan to do all the anti anemic regime 2 days before hand as recommend etc I have just recently acquired Pure (Nearly) Heroin from the DW and have been using tiny amounts instead of the drugs I was using before as that was 100's of dollars a day, the amount of heroin I use is very small 10mg-20mg at a time. It sometimes can make me nauseous to the point of throwing when I have to much.
If the use is going to impact me CTB in March, then I will obviously have to stop using until then.\
EDIT: Sorry, forgot to ask. One thing regarding the SN that has me puzzled is the amount to be used, PPH says 10g somewhere else relevant I read 15g, I've seen multiple post where people recommend 25g. From what I understand having to much is not a good idea, and can make the experience painful. Can anyone confirm what the correct reccomended amount is to have?
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