Hello, does anybody have any leads or suggestions for sourcing SN in Canada? All commercial vendors only ship to businesses with a commercial address. I have a business, but it's home-based, so I am missing the commercial address. Any other sources I tried internationally have lead to nothing. I would forever appreciate any suggestion. I have been searching for days with no luck.
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- Feb 24, 2026
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I'm not sure what to write. I don't want to spam the forum. How many posts do I need to be able to PM a member? Canada is such a pain for so many things...I am also interested in a source, still waiting to get approved for PMs :)
anyone know how many posts it takes?
Not much. Spend a couple hours posting and reacting to things. It'll unlock the features.I've been doing research on CO method with charcoal. I think I will use SN in combination to guarantee success. I would hate to fail :(
I've looked into CO method and it's not possible for circumstances I'm living in. I'm resorting to SN as the best option for me. I agree that failing would be the worse thing.
have you looked into a tent? I fortunately have a van and also a bathroom I can use. I'm trying to figure out which is better, and how much charcoal I need.
Arlowantsushi
Trying my best
- Feb 4, 2026
- 54
Sadly it is nearly impossible to get your hands on here unless you're a company or something.
Ive been trying to get my hands on some for months. let mw know if you find a way
That's unfortunate. From what I've read this is a very reliable and peaceful method.
What have you looked into for alternatives?
Unfortunately I don't live alone at the moment so bathroom doesn't work for me. Easiest thing I can plan and do is rent a hotel for a night with SN.
I would love to do the SN method, but it seems like acquiring the substance is extremely difficult. I've gotten to the point where I can't really wait any longer, so I'm starting to forge a plan with CO. I would love to have a secondary method to stack it with. I'm not sure what options I have?
Yea it's such a pain in Canada to not have access to SN. It's always good to have a secondary method and I hope the CO plan works well for you. I'm in search for SN so haven't seriously looked at other options yet.
I originally was going to do the Exit Bag, but I'm concerned about being claustrophobic, and having my SI kick in, causing me to rip the hood off my head.
There are lots of places that advertise selling Nitrogen gas. I've also heard that buying CO gas for balancing is a good option if you can't use charcoal. The Formic acid + sulphuric acid method sounds great, but those are also hard to source.
It's sad that I have to go through so much hard work in order achieve peace. But at least this is easier than choosing to continue living. I cannot wait for death :)
Arlowantsushi
Trying my best
- Feb 4, 2026
- 54
i keep trying to find similar ways to go, but nothing seems as guaranteed as SN.
Atticuss
Member
- Apr 7, 2026
- 14
You have to keep posting and reacting to posts, and eventually you'll unlock it.
I'm not sure what the exact number is, I'm still working on it lol
idksympxthy
hey, did you know...? my blood is black!
- Apr 11, 2026
- 56
Idk if i have privileges to PM yet but if anyone here can help me when I do... im also in Canada as well
The nerve of these bastards to make me WORK for a peaceful death
Atticuss
Member
- Apr 7, 2026
- 14
Oh ok, I was kind of in a rush but I guess I have to wait a bit now, lol
Also literally everything is banned or restricted in Canada. I fucking hate it.Similar threads
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