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I tried with a batch of SN twice and was violently sick and felt awful but needed no intervention. It may not have been as pure as advertised.

I now have a new batch I've left it unopened I've not even tested it. I will do the blood test just prior to using it. Is there anything else I can do to test purity. I am following the method from here with anti sickness pills. I am hoping it will be third time lucky.
 
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I was just wondering- with your first two attempts how long did it take you to recover and what was the quantity that you used? I undertand that purity was most likely the cause of it not working. :)
 
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I used the method given on here almost to the letter including the amount. To feel completely better it was a couple of days but sickness only on the first day but it was unlike anything I'd ever experienced before. I felt weak and clammy and had really cold hands and feet it was very unpleasant. Nothing peaceful about it at all.
 
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I am so sorry you had to go through that TWICE. I read somewhere here that there have been instances where SN did not result in death. Not sure if it was the purity or what, but this definitely scares me. Like you said, I was thinking, "There is nothing peaceful about this." Also, if you need all these other pills to go with it, how peaceful can it be?
 
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I used the method given on here almost to the letter including the amount. To feel completely better it was a couple of days but sickness only on the first day but it was unlike anything I'd ever experienced before. I felt weak and clammy and had really cold hands and feet it was very unpleasant. Nothing peaceful about it at all.
People's experiences vary- some hvae it more peaceful buy many do not. Did you pass out after a while an d then wake up and throw up? Just wondering how it went because this is probably my method.
 
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I didn't pass out I was sick within ten minutes of having it.
 
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I tried with a batch of SN twice and was violently sick and felt awful but needed no intervention. It may not have been as pure as advertised.

I now have a new batch I've left it unopened I've not even tested it. I will do the blood test just prior to using it. Is there anything else I can do to test purity. I am following the method from here with anti sickness pills. I am hoping it will be third time lucky.
There is something called an aquarium test to test purity, it will give you a much more accurate measurement than a blood test.
I am so sorry you had to go through that TWICE. I read somewhere here that there have been instances where SN did not result in death. Not sure if it was the purity or what, but this definitely scares me. Like you said, I was thinking, "There is nothing peaceful about this." Also, if you need all these other pills to go with it, how peaceful can it be?
According to STan's guide these observed some people, I think six, who had a peaceful passing this way. Some other people seemed to have a peaceful passing when they posted as they left. And some others have said it is not at all peaceful- experiences vary a lot.
 
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I am so sorry you had to go through that TWICE. I read somewhere here that there have been instances where SN did not result in death. Not sure if it was the purity or what, but this definitely scares me. Like you said, I was thinking, "There is nothing peaceful about this." Also, if you need all these other pills to go with it, how peaceful can it be?
My experience was not good but it could have been worse I might have needed hospitalisation or someone may have realised and mental health get involved. There is an element of risk with all methods .
There is something called an aquarium test to test purity, it will give you a much more accurate measurement than a blood test.

According to STan's guide these observed some people, I think six, who had a peaceful passing this way. Some other people seemed to have a peaceful passing when they posted as they left. And some others have said it is not at all peaceful- experiences vary a lot.
I shall see if I can find the aquarium test it would be better than another failed attempt.
 
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My experience was not good but it could have been worse I might have needed hospitalisation or someone may have realised and mental health get involved. There is an element of risk with all methods .

I shall see if I can find the aquarium test it would be better than another failed attempt.
If you search on google by "aquarium test for sodium nitrite" on the shopping tab you will find many options- these are easy to find.
 
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Wow I can't believe you didn't pass out. Could you keep us updated on the purity to see if that was the problem?
 
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how can you survive twice? just follow stan guide and it will work
how can you survive twice? just follow stan guide and it will work
what source does your sn come from?
 
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I didn't pass out I was sick within ten minutes of having it.
then you probably took nitrate and no nitrite, did you do the blood test did it change to a different color? something you must have done wrong if you follow stan guide as it says then you pass %100
so in other words
or your sn was not pure
or you used nitrate
if your sn had expired
I am so sorry you had to go through that TWICE. I read somewhere here that there have been instances where SN did not result in death. Not sure if it was the purity or what, but this definitely scares me. Like you said, I was thinking, "There is nothing peaceful about this." Also, if you need all these other pills to go with it, how peaceful can it be?

if people have failed with sn then they have %100 not followed the regime or they are found within 12 hours then you survive
 
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if people have failed with sn then they have %100 not followed the regime or they are found within 12 hours then you survive
>12 hours
Can I read where you got this number from? Or is this just your guess?
 
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>12 hours
Can I read where you got this number from? Or is this just your guess?
most people on forum say 8-12 hours is more than enough to ctb with sn i've seen people die after 10 with sn in the wiki so no one has ever survived more than 12 hours of sn
 
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>12 hours
Can I read where you got this number from? Or is this just your guess?
Based on information from the PPeH, the observed amount of time needed to CTB with the stat dose SN regime for a typical person is 80 minutes (pages 201-202). It requires 40 minutes for the antiemetic to take effect and then 40 minutes for the SN/propanolol solution to cause death. It also states, though, that they have less than 50 monitored accounts of SN death. It is obviously going to vary based on the general health of the individual, quality of the SN batch, how much you weigh etc.

I can't see a specific reference to 12 hours in the sodium nitrite section but the handbook is a bit all over the place with its content, so it might be in there somewhere. It seems to just be a 'catch all' figure such that if you have 12 hours and do everything right you are practically guaranteed success but, to be honest, you almost certainly won't need 12 hours.
 
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>12 hours
Can I read where you got this number from? Or is this just your guess?
Based on many posts I have seen sn is a high percenateg method to work but n ot 100%-
Based on information from the PPeH, the observed amount of time needed to CTB with the stat dose SN regime for a typical person is 80 minutes (pages 201-202). It requires 40 minutes for the antiemetic to take effect and then 40 minutes for the SN/propanolol solution to cause death. It also states, though, that they have less than 50 monitored accounts of SN death. It is obviously going to vary based on the general health of the individual, quality of the SN batch, how much you weigh etc.

I can't see a specific reference to 12 hours in the sodium nitrite section but the handbook is a bit all over the place with its content, so it might be in there somewhere. It seems to just be a 'catch all' figure such that if you have 12 hours and do everything right you are practically guaranteed success but, to be honest, you almost certainly won't need 12 hours.
This is much more accurate information. Due to a fair number of failed attempts it seems like it is a very reliable method but it may not be 100% reliable- there is no proof that it is a 100% method, individual differences can make a difference. Only six cases were closely monitored for Stan's Guide, not enough to draw a conclusion of 100% effectiveness. Just like penicillin is a miracle drug for most people for some rare people it is deadly due to genetic differences. It certaiunly is plausible that genetic variations could affect the effectiveness of sn.
 
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most people on forum say 8-12 hours is more than enough to ctb with sn i've seen people die after 10 with sn in the wiki so no one has ever survived more than 12 hours of sn
12 hours? What? Maybe I should schedule my text to send 18 hours after then incase I don't die and wake up. I should wake up within 18 hours I'd think. I've heard of people drinking sn and waking uo the next day. Not sure what the reason was but yeah. I think some of them threw up alot or somthing.
most people on forum say 8-12 hours is more than enough to ctb with sn i've seen people die after 10 with sn in the wiki so no one has ever survived more than 12 hours of sn
10 hours after ingesting the ammount that we will?
 
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This is much more accurate information. Due to a fair number of failed attempts it seems like it is a very reliable method but it may not be 100% reliable- there is no proof that it is a 100% method, individual differences can make a difference. Only six cases were closely monitored for Stan's Guide, not enough to draw a conclusion of 100% effectiveness. Just like penicillin is a miracle drug for most people for some rare people it is deadly due to genetic differences. It certaiunly is plausible that genetic variations could affect the effectiveness of sn.
The PPeH rates SN only a 7/10 on reliability because there's a moderate chance of vomiting even with an antiemetic. Even if you vomit though, you can still die from your attempt and drinking a seccond backup glass is a good idea if you can stomache it. It's not a 100% method but as long as you don't vomit a lot it's pretty close.
 
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Based on information from the PPeH, the observed amount of time needed to CTB with the stat dose SN regime for a typical person is 80 minutes (pages 201-202). It requires 40 minutes for the antiemetic to take effect and then 40 minutes for the SN/propanolol solution to cause death. It also states, though, that they have less than 50 monitored accounts of SN death. It is obviously going to vary based on the general health of the individual, quality of the SN batch, how much you weigh etc.

I can't see a specific reference to 12 hours in the sodium nitrite section but the handbook is a bit all over the place with its content, so it might be in there somewhere. It seems to just be a 'catch all' figure such that if you have 12 hours and do everything right you are practically guaranteed success but, to be honest, you almost certainly won't need 12 hours.
I read PPeH and also didn't find anything that says 12 hours. Stan's manual also states that it will take 4 hours maximum. The sudden stuffing about 12 hours confused me.
 
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I tried with a batch of SN twice and was violently sick and felt awful but needed no intervention. It may not have been as pure as advertised.

I now have a new batch I've left it unopened I've not even tested it. I will do the blood test just prior to using it. Is there anything else I can do to test purity. I am following the method from here with anti sickness pills. I am hoping it will be third time lucky.
3rd time lucky? Eh, maybe you need to find another method because this does not sound good at all.
 
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