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NormaJeane

NormaJeane

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Mar 24, 2021
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Cannabis affects humans both physically and mentally, as changes i perception. Cannabis can be useful when commiting suicide. Where I live, it is illegal to buy cannabis. Have you smoked cannabis and did you get side effects? Are you going to use cannabis to facilitate your suicide? Or some other drug?
 
Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
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Have you smoked cannabis and did you get side effects?
im not sure you want my answer however it would make a good "cautionary, this is possible" answer.
i find that it negates the effects of my medication and i become mentally tortured to put it simply. why dont i stop? well because im also addicted to it.
edit: rereading that now i feel i should clarify that i mean the cannabis, not the mentally torturing thoughts/emotions.
 
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hahabye

hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
314
I eat edibles almost daily at this point. Although I use it to help with my insomnia, it also makes me much more accepting of myself and helps me think about suicide with less anxiety and fear. So yes, I think it would make it easier to go through with.

However, I am almost certain I won't be getting high to ctb. Weed twists my perception of things too much and I would like to experience death, the pure bliss that I imagine it will be, completely sober.
 
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eternalmelancholy

eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,169
I eat edibles almost daily at this point. Although I use it to help with my insomnia, it also makes me much more accepting of myself and helps me think about suicide with less anxiety and fear. So yes, I think it would make it easier to go through with.

However, I am almost certain I won't be getting high to ctb. Weed twists my perception of things too much and I would like to experience death, the pure bliss that I imagine it will be, completely sober.

I also eat edibles a few times a month when I really need to take the edge off. CTB'ing when high could be a bad idea. Cannabis amplifies your feelings. If your final moments is unpleasant then it could turn into a horrific nightmare real quick if you're high.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Cannabis really relaxes me but I'm basically the same person.
I just feel like talking even more about the universe, life and death lol.
 
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poisonedminds

poisonedminds

Student
May 8, 2021
179
Yes, I plan on using cannabis as an anti-emetic!
 
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FailureGirl

FailureGirl

lost in limbo...
Jul 5, 2021
133
I used it last time i tried to ctb by OD as a antiemetic and i think it worked I kept the meds down and slipped into a 3 day coma. But i also only ended up taking about 85% of my planned meds because of the weed making me a bit out of it.

I haven't decided if il use it next time because i have actual antiemetics now but I will have alittle on hand just incase.
 
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whenlavaflows

whenlavaflows

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Sep 21, 2020
86
So, prior to my first attempt in February, I was a heavy cannabis user. I vaped about a gram or two a day since I was 19. I'm 26 now.
But now.. Idk what happened but I get extremely paranoid about things I do sober when I'm high.
Like as an example: I had to fill out a form to renew my cannabis prescription & I filled it out when I was sober & included the fact that I tried to CTB in February. Then when I got high afterwards, I immediately regret that I included that bit of info & went into my file & deleted it.

So now, I vape a small amount before going to bed to help me sleep. That's it.
 
logan

logan

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May 20, 2021
705
What also helps in any case is a little CBD oil in the steamer.
It relaxes you and you don't feel like you're out of it.
 
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Itsjustme21

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Dec 4, 2020
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Weed usually makes sure I can't do anything that will hurt me. I don't know how but it just blocks the possibility of cutting or killing myself. Even though I can still feel the urges.