Discussion Slowly poisoning yourself

[ElTopo]

Is there a way to slowly poison oneself in order to reliably achieve a natural death? I smoke, drink alcohol and a ton of energy drinks, otherwise I have a healthy diet and work out but I do deprive myself of sleep. I've thought about starving myself before but I don't want to fall into the ways of my sister and mother, who are both anorexic, I don't want to ever go near mimicking those behaviours.
That said are there ways of purposefully hijacking my daily life to invite a natural death?

 

[ChildrensITV]

It seems like some of us are just doomed to exist.

 

[TBONTB]

Is there a way to slowly poison oneself in order to reliably achieve a natural death? I smoke, drink alcohol and a ton of energy drinks, otherwise I have a healthy diet and work out but I do deprive myself of sleep. I've thought about starving myself before but I don't want to fall into the ways of my sister and mother, who are both anorexic, I don't want to ever go near mimicking those behaviours.
That said are there ways of purposefully hijacking my daily life to invite a natural death?

These things all take decades to work. The body is resilient.

 

[eattwinkiesseejesus]

I wouldn't advise it ** personally.
Currently in liver and kidney failure (by choice) from long term acetaminophen abuse in my own attempt to "slowly poison myself" for a more natural exit...(we're probably thinking different types of 'poison' but the slow impact of killing yourself through health decline is basically the same) the toll it takes on your body and your mind to drag out the process can become overwhelming throughout the duration and may take longer than you originally anticipated or have end stage side effects you don't see coming that would/could cause you to back out having gone through it all for nothing or being made to suffer far longer than you intended or hoped, or leaving you physically damaged in ways that you can no longer finish your ctb process so you become a living walking invalid

 

[noheart]

Steroids like oral superdrol would crush your liver after several weeks. It would probably be painful?

 

[ElTopo]

I wouldn't advise it ** personally.
Currently in liver and kidney failure (by choice) from long term acetaminophen abuse in my own attempt to "slowly poison myself" for a more natural exit...(we're probably thinking different types of 'poison' but the slow impact of killing yourself through health decline is basically the same) the toll it takes on your body and your mind to drag out the process can become overwhelming throughout the duration and may take longer than you originally anticipated or have end stage side effects you don't see coming that would/could cause you to back out having gone through it all for nothing or being made to suffer far longer than you intended or hoped, or leaving you physically damaged in ways that you can no longer finish your ctb process so you become a living walking invalid

I'm sorry you're in this situation, how are you doing currently?

 

[RadiantNumber]

Toxic metals like arsenium, lead etc but I won't advice it

 

[ElTopo]

Toxic metals like arsenium, lead etc but I won't advice it

Is it the reliability or the pain/side damage involved that make it a bad choice?

I think I can stand some pain, discomfort and being hospitalized, I can't stand not dying

If only there was a way of forcing my body to have a heart attack I would do it, not matter the pain

 

[22yearsbroken]

I have chonic liver diaease cirrhosis ..and still drink dull well knowing it will kill me slowly and pai fully which is why despite care and threrapy and qll that stuff i still have my way out so i dont suffer qhen its my time i will make the cboice not some doctor or bollxs my life my choice ill live it my way and end it my way ..

 

[eattwinkiesseejesus]

I'm sorry you're in this situation, how are you doing currently?

Tired most days, its causing ammonia build up in my brain since the liver cant process toxins and iron properly so I have days where I feel normal and days where I feel like I've lost my mind entirely. I become disoriented, rageful, emotional(lots of random crying), lose track of my thoughts and forget whole conversations. Im in the early stages of ascites, so I have fluid building up in my abdomen causing swelling and discomfort while also looking anemic from not being able to eat and causing me to lose my body confidence.. its alot all around but somehow... im content where I am, just trying to keep pushing through to the end. My problem is that I don't fear death i fear how my method will end up obliterating my pride in how I look physically im worried people are gonna think im getting fat

 

[Space_Road_1979]

I wouldn't advise it ** personally.
Currently in liver and kidney failure (by choice) from long term acetaminophen abuse in my own attempt to "slowly poison myself" for a more natural exit...(we're probably thinking different types of 'poison' but the slow impact of killing yourself through health decline is basically the same) the toll it takes on your body and your mind to drag out the process can become overwhelming throughout the duration and may take longer than you originally anticipated or have end stage side effects you don't see coming that would/could cause you to back out having gone through it all for nothing or being made to suffer far longer than you intended or hoped, or leaving you physically damaged in ways that you can no longer finish your ctb process so you become a living walking invalid

Dude I honestly wish you the best and hope you're not in too much pain. I can't imagine how hard all of this is while in the US.

I have a few questions, you don't have to answer if you don't want to:
1. What do you mean by long term abuse? Do you mean taking too much acetaminophen but not enough to be hospitalised?
2. Did/does anyone notice what you were doing?
2. How long have you been in liver/kidney failure?
3. What's your prognosis?
4. And do you get any treatment?

I overdose to self harm on acetaminophen or other medication not really to kill myself but like remind me how slow, painful and sucky death is and just to make myself suffer. These are overdoses of around 40 to 70 pills. I know it's kind of odd but I always go to the hospital in the end, after seeing how long I can handle it. I know this will probably end up with liver damage but I've done it so many times and my liver is still fine sadly. I don't care if this kills me but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared of liver failure.

 

[RadiantNumber]

Is it the reliability or the pain/side damage involved that make it a bad choice?

I think I can stand some pain, discomfort and being hospitalized, I can't stand not dying

If only there was a way of forcing my body to have a heart attack I would do it, not matter the pain

I think you won't like it, it's painfull and terrible death

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