slow and steady (wins the race)

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So after utterly f-ing up an encounter that sparked feelings I thought had died long ago, I'm going to take it slow! And self-destruct as best I can, because clearly, I am not worthy of love- and the love that I do have in my life, I'm not attracted to, and it's not fair to drag that person along with my misery.

Tonight, I'm going to sell myself. Let the games begin