slight update but i think i'm feeling a little better

[dangerstars]

i posted the other day saying i was planning on dying at the end of this year, but it's like a switch flipped in my brain and the thought makes me feel sick now so i doubt i can.

i feel like i haven't had a meaningful conversation with a lot of my friends as of recent but i just got my best friend his birthday gift and his reaction was so sweet i've been thinking about it a lot haha. i love that guy so much and he loves me and i know he'd do anything to help me.

i hope i can get over this episode because no matter how screwed up my life is, no matter how better i'd be dead, i still want to keep trying

 

[Dinorun]

Glad you are feeling better and things look a little brighter!, good luck on your path!

 

[ScaredCutter]

its really nice hearing that ur best friend is appreactive of ur gift, sounds very lovely! hopefully more good things will come along ur way! ur best friend seems like a really good person!