Found a good ligature (thanks folks for your helpful replies). Basically got up on my stool and reached for the noose over my head, other end through the door and looped around the door handle. Plan was to slide my feet off the stool (no back, so I can't kick it like a chair) at the same time and let gravity do the rest. Couldn't bring myself to follow through. I was hyperventilating, my legs were shaking, just couldn't do it.
I have some Unisom here that usually knocks me out in about half an hour. It's pretty strong. Would taking that (or perhaps getting high on kratom in place of that?) help ease that anxiety and that "don't do this" voice in my head?
ADDENDUM: Is a door handle a decent anchor point for full suspension? I have my doubts but would like to hear from all of you.
I have some Unisom here that usually knocks me out in about half an hour. It's pretty strong. Would taking that (or perhaps getting high on kratom in place of that?) help ease that anxiety and that "don't do this" voice in my head?
ADDENDUM: Is a door handle a decent anchor point for full suspension? I have my doubts but would like to hear from all of you.
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