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Canttakeitanymore

Student
Feb 11, 2021
182
Feeling weird as fuck, dont really care about anything, nothing feels good anymore
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,201
I do that sometimes too. I have seen me sleep all day and all night. I have no specific schedule right now so it doesn't bother me. Depression basically.
 
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ExhaustedExistence

ExhaustedExistence

Life is just waiting for death
Mar 26, 2021
693
I would love to sleep all day, but it would be too suspicious to my family. I'm pretending I'm fine all the time, so they don't know anything about my depression and suicial thoughts. Also they wouldn't let me stay in my bed and they would force me to do something.
 
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IsThisTheEnd?

IsThisTheEnd?

Mange
Aug 6, 2020
584
this is also happening to me although I've had it before it's been going on at least a week none stop.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
I was exactly like that until last January and I really wanna sleep all day long now but I guess work is kinda helping.
 
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StringPuppet

StringPuppet

Lost
Oct 5, 2020
579
Same. Not much else is even worth doing.
 
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IsThisTheEnd?

IsThisTheEnd?

Mange
Aug 6, 2020
584
I'm only moving a few hours a day and have no interest in anything.
 
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alown

soon in the other reality where we come from ༄
Mar 13, 2021
297
I've been in the same state as you for weeks, what is horrible is that sometimes I don't sleep I stay in my bed dozing, like I'm pretending to sleep, like part of my brain is asleep but the other was awake.

By staying in my bed 20 hours a day, I sometimes have back pain, knee pain, and redness appears in my hands.

i get up only to eat and pee, sometimes i even try to miss a meal so that sleep returns faster, when i wake up for the first time in the day i go to the bathroom to swallow two sleeping pills and myself get back to sleep ASAP.. what you're going through is a sign of severe depression, when the comfort of sleep becomes more comfortable than real life.

there is nothing more for a depressed than sleep and a good hot bath, it is known.
 
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ScaredToLive

Student
Feb 2, 2020
126
Always been jealous of people who can sleep for ages. I'm a terrible sleeper. I'd love to be able to sleep all day. Get away from my thoughts
 
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fred farkle

fred farkle

Specialist
Dec 17, 2020
346
ideally,id like to sleep 16 hours a day! but i.must work.
 
Trisolaris

Trisolaris

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
447
That's what I do except I don't sleep. Just lay in bed all day.
 
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Gunnersup

Member
Jul 2, 2020
35
I find I have very vivid dreams when I sleep for over 14 hours. I'll wake up and immediately dose off to a usually vivid dream, to which I'll wake up and doze off again
 
Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
I've been in the same state as you for weeks, what is horrible is that sometimes I don't sleep I stay in my bed dozing, like I'm pretending to sleep, like part of my brain is asleep but the other was awake.

By staying in my bed 20 hours a day, I sometimes have back pain, knee pain, and redness appears in my hands.

i get up only to eat and pee, sometimes i even try to miss a meal so that sleep returns faster, when i wake up for the first time in the day i go to the bathroom to swallow two sleeping pills and myself get back to sleep ASAP.. what you're going through is a sign of severe depression, when the comfort of sleep becomes more comfortable than real life.

there is nothing more for a depressed than sleep and a good hot bath, it is known.
This is pretty much my life… And I don't see anything changing until I'm able to CTB
 
stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,918
Feeling weird as fuck, dont really care about anything, nothing feels good anymore
Hate to say it, but sleep is the only escape when you're miserable and trapped in a shitty environment.

When you're disrespected and fucked with.

People say "pop a pill" - that won't change the behavior of others that have pushed you this way.

You can pop as many pills as you want and it will not change the reality of your situation.

Nor will it allow you to escape your body, most of the time.

Don't be upset with yourself for it.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,369
I wish I could sleep the whole day, it would make my life more bearable. But unfortunately some mornings I wake up too early and I cannot get back to sleep. The thing I want is death which is a permanent sleep. I am tired of waking up. My life is so depressing and there is no point to continuing it. Death is the only way to be free of the suffering.
 
Thisisme373

Thisisme373

Arcanist
Feb 16, 2019
418
I know the feeling, sleep is like rest bite from your mind torturing you, it's an escape.
 
Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
I've been in the same state as you for weeks, what is horrible is that sometimes I don't sleep I stay in my bed dozing, like I'm pretending to sleep, like part of my brain is asleep but the other was awake.

By staying in my bed 20 hours a day, I sometimes have back pain, knee pain, and redness appears in my hands.

i get up only to eat and pee, sometimes i even try to miss a meal so that sleep returns faster, when i wake up for the first time in the day i go to the bathroom to swallow two sleeping pills and myself get back to sleep ASAP.. what you're going through is a sign of severe depression, when the comfort of sleep becomes more comfortable than real life.

there is nothing more for a depressed than sleep and a good hot bath, it is known.
This is pretty much my life… And I don't see anything changing until I'm able to CTB
I wish I could sleep the whole day, it would make my life more bearable. But unfortunately some mornings I wake up too early and I cannot get back to sleep. The thing I want is death which is a permanent sleep. I am tired of waking up. My life is so depressing and there is no point to continuing it. Death is the only way to be free of the suffering.
I find waking up and the first few hours of the day the worst when I realize I should be improving my life in someway shape or form and I'm not. But by about 4 PM or so as the light begins to fade, I can crawl into bed and imagine that the night is even starting. How about you? Are you able to crawl into bed and hide from the world?
 
Ego Sum Medusa

Ego Sum Medusa

I am the Crone.
Sep 28, 2021
162
I've been starting to do this as well of late; my naps are starting earlier and getting longer. (When did I start taking naps, anyway?)

I'm hoping it's the pain of my recent loss and some other difficult things happening right now and that I'll get past it.

I love anesthesia. I've had to have a few minor procedures over the years and I find myself looking forward to the anesthesia.
 
Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
I've been starting to do this as well of late; my naps are starting earlier and getting longer. (When did I start taking naps, anyway?)

I'm hoping it's the pain of my recent loss and some other difficult things happening right now and that I'll get past it.

I love anesthesia. I've had to have a few minor procedures over the years and I find myself looking forward to the anesthesia.
That would be a wonderful way to go… A little too much Anesthesia and we never wake up
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
Whenever I'm free and have nothing to do I just sleep away the day because being awake always hurts.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,369
I find waking up and the first few hours of the day the worst when I realize I should be improving my life in someway shape or form and I'm not. But by about 4 PM or so as the light begins to fade, I can crawl into bed and imagine that the night is even starting. How about you? Are you able to crawl into bed and hide from the world?
I isolate myself pretty much all the time, I cannot stand people. I do prefer it when it is dark, but spending a lot of time in bed does not make me feel better, at this point nothing really does.
 
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Aeathelina

Aeathelina

Little Homeless Girl
Feb 5, 2020
307
I've gotten to the point of my depression and utter desire to end it that I sometimes purposely take my SSRI with Trazadone because I know that it will knock me out for a couple of hours
 
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