Skin cancer to CTB

[Brayu]

Would an alpha radiation emitter (Am 241) continuously glued to a specific point on the skin cause skin cancer? How long?

i've been doing this for a few hours (with an americio button), i noticed that the point in question became sensitive to the cut... so i opened a wound and put the glued button above it.

I'm not a monster... I just want to get out of this without looking like I wanted to or ran away... My friends and family don't deserve to live with the pain of suicide (direct and explicit)... The other consequences (hell, threshold, etc...) it's just my problem, not theirs

 

[botch3d]

Would an alpha radiation emitter (Am 241) continuously glued to a specific point on the skin cause skin cancer? How long?

i've been doing this for a few hours (with an americio button), i noticed that the point in question became sensitive to the cut... so i opened a wound and put the glued button above it.

I'm not a monster... I just want to get out of this without looking like I wanted to or ran away... My friends and family don't deserve to live with the pain of suicide (direct and explicit)... The other consequences (hell, threshold, etc...) it's just my problem, not theirs

You realize that this is a terrible way to go ?

 

[Brayu]

Você percebe que este é um caminho terrível a percorrer?

Yes...

 

[Maudlin]

I read somewhere that if you could just get enough smoke detectors together, you could extract enough Am 241 to reach critical mass.

Don't you think that might be a bit easier, OP?

You'd go out with a bang!

 

[Brayu]

I read somewhere that if you could just get enough smoke detectors together, you could extract enough Am 241 to reach critical mass.

Don't you think that might be a bit easier, OP?

You'd go out with a bang!

Do I look like I'm kidding?
"A few smoke detectors"... of course, a few billions! then I would kill my entire city together...

I'm presenting a real situation... but maybe nobody wants to help me here either

 

[patpat]

It's interesting for sure. But the family will be sad either way, but you won't get the blame if they don't find out

 

[Brayu]

É interessante com certeza. Mas a família vai ficar triste de qualquer maneira, mas você não vai levar a culpa se eles não descobrirem

I just want to know if it works... even if it takes months (to start) and years (about 5 years to finish...).

I think grief from illness is less intense than grief from suicide

 

[Maudlin]

Do I look like I'm kidding?
"A few smoke detectors"... of course, a few billions! then I would kill my entire city together...

I'm presenting a real situation... but maybe nobody wants to help me here either

Forgive me for seeming cold. It's such a unique scenario, my mind went immediately to another unique scenario I'm aware of, involving the same materials.

I have a morbid sense of humor. Some call me toxic.

Since you seem to mean it, I can't help but be reminded of another scenario that may or may not be true... but is much more likely to produce the kind of end your post seems to suggest.

Apparently, apon conversing with Fidel Castro about the numerous assassination attempts he had survived, Hugo Chavez had a meticulous sweep done on his home and various offices. It was a destructive search, covering any and all modern threats SEBIN could conceptualize. What was found, supposedly, was a few radioisotope strips of the type common in mammography and medical x-ray machines embedded in the upholstery of an office chair Chavez used often.

It was too little, too late for Hugo Chavez.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Death_of_Hugo_Chávez

I don't think your method is going to work out well, for you. I think your method working is as likely as the scenario I described earlier in my mis-guided attempt at humor.

I hope you re-consider your options, and your reasons and I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[Sad_Sack]

Apparently once skin cancer has reached stage 4 90% of people survive for at least 5 years. This would be a long and awkward process.