TheMountainTreeEgg
Fish
- Dec 9, 2024
- 53
Ever since last year I found a new reason to live, skateboarding. With this newly realized hyper fixation I've put in the effort to skate every day to try to improve. Today I wasn't to satisfied with my skating at all I'm truly disappointed in my progress and feel that I'm showing little to no growth. My mental state decreased where I felt I was absolutely worthless. The one thing that is keeping me alive- the only thing I truly care about (obvious besides my family and friends), and I'm absolute dogshit at it. I realized that I base my worth on skateboarding and I guess thats not good, but I mean its better than being dead so I mean I should be fine for now.
TL;DR -I love skating and when I'm not making satisfactory growth I think about CTB.
TL;DR -I love skating and when I'm not making satisfactory growth I think about CTB.
