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HAKMKS

Praying things get better
May 29, 2023
147
I feel like others on this site can only understand.

I pray for a massive heart attack or cancer to take me in my sleep. Maybe if I stop my cholesterol med this will help.

I'm sick of society making it hard for us to end our suffering. Or having to join Dignitas for alot of money, pay them alot, and pay to go there.


Tired of the negative Nancies on here who encourage sfn, fire arms, and other painful ways to ctb.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,513
It certainly disgusts me how it's so difficult to finally free ourselves from this torturous existence, but the problem is that other people wish to make us slaves to our suffering, honestly it's absurd but also inhumane to want to so unnecessarily force other people to delay the inevitable, we are all going to die anyway and it's like people forget that. There's simply no point to existing in the first place, I could never see the appeal to decaying from old age just to die anyway, I prefer the sound of perfect non-existence as in death there's no problems and suffering, I'm also tired of existing and I get that it's dreadful feeling trapped in this world.
 
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SeenMoreThanEnough

Student
Sep 16, 2022
128
I feel like others on this site can only understand.

I pray for a massive heart attack or cancer to take me in my sleep. Maybe if I stop my cholesterol med this will help.

I'm sick of society making it hard for us to end our suffering. Or having to join Dignitas for alot of money, pay them alot, and pay to go there.


Tired of the negative Nancies on here who encourage sfn, fire arms, and other painful ways to ctb.
That's what I'm hoping for too. Well, I'm kind of hoping for cancer because I have a 'list', and well, never mind. The world has been going to total shit, and the speed at which this is occurring has only been accelerating in recent years. I feel especially bad for my childrens' generation, their children, and so on. It's going to be so, so bad.
 

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