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cookji

Student
Mar 24, 2026
137
I usually have heartburn, nausea, and burping as well. I also have gastroparesis.
 
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ilovenewyork

Specialist
Nov 16, 2025
306
Yes give up on SN. It's poison and will make your heartburn much worse. Also, it's poison and will kill you.
 
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cookji

Student
Mar 24, 2026
137
Yes give up on SN. It's poison and will make your heartburn much worse. Also, it's poison and will kill you.
I do think about death sometimes.
Should I try a different method instead of SN? Hanging didn't work either, so I don't know what to do...
 
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ilovenewyork

Specialist
Nov 16, 2025
306
Do nothing for 2 weeks and see if you feel the same.
 
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ilovenewyork

Specialist
Nov 16, 2025
306
There are some reports of it failing on the forum. "I took 20g SN and survived" is one
 
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isthisthingon

Arcanist
May 16, 2026
446
There are some reports of it failing on the forum. "I took 20g SN and survived" is one
That was a bad source, not tested, from what I've read there.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
1,556
There are some reports of it failing on the forum. "I took 20g SN and survived" is one
Yeah, that thread is years old atp. If you read it carefully, the SN was from PC (now known to be a bad source) and she did the blood test thinking that was enough. This is why strip testing it is so important. If she had strip tested it, it would've failed the test, and she would've known it wouldn't work to CTB before she took it.
 

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