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cookji

Member
Mar 24, 2026
93
I usually have heartburn, nausea, and burping as well. I also have gastroparesis.
 
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ilovenewyork

Experienced
Nov 16, 2025
287
Yes give up on SN. It's poison and will make your heartburn much worse. Also, it's poison and will kill you.
 
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cookji

Member
Mar 24, 2026
93
Yes give up on SN. It's poison and will make your heartburn much worse. Also, it's poison and will kill you.
I do think about death sometimes.
Should I try a different method instead of SN? Hanging didn't work either, so I don't know what to do...
 
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ilovenewyork

Experienced
Nov 16, 2025
287
There are some reports of it failing on the forum. "I took 20g SN and survived" is one
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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There are some reports of it failing on the forum. "I took 20g SN and survived" is one
Yeah, that thread is years old atp. If you read it carefully, the SN was from PC (now known to be a bad source) and she did the blood test thinking that was enough. This is why strip testing it is so important. If she had strip tested it, it would've failed the test, and she would've known it wouldn't work to CTB before she took it.
 

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