Should I tell my sister that I hate her before I ctb?

[Happy Cat]

I don't really hate her. I'm just so mad at the shit she puts me through and how she treats me. I feel if she really loved me she would treat me better but years later when I move in with her she's exactly the same

 

[mimimisaki]

I understand being mad at her, u have every reason to be. However, you should keep in mind that anything you say before CTBing will forever stay in her mind as your final words. Other people always place a huge weight on their loved ones' final words. If you don't actually hate her to the level where you want that in her mind for the rest of her life, I don't think you should say it.

 

[Dinnerwith6]

When I CTB, I'm going to write a letter explaining how some of the people in my life have ticked me off
I'm probably going to be vague about it since I don't wish for the people I'm referring to, to have guilt for the rest of their lives, but I do want them to change those traits of theirs.
And yeah, I don't think you should tell her that you hate her before you CTB lest the attempt doesn't work out.

 

[Happy Cat]

I understand being mad at her, u have every reason to be. However, you should keep in mind that anything you say before CTBing will forever stay in her mind as your final words. Other people always place a huge weight on their loved ones' final words. If you don't actually hate her to the level where you want that in her mind for the rest of her life, I don't think you should say it.

Well that is what I had in mind... She was never a good sister to me and I kind of want her to know that

When I CTB, I'm going to write a letter explaining how some of the people in my life have ticked me off
I'm probably going to be vague about it since I don't wish for the people I'm referring to, to have guilt for the rest of their lives, but I do want them to change those traits of theirs.
And yeah, I don't think you should tell her that you hate her before you CTB lest the attempt doesn't work out.

The way I'm going I should drop dead within a few minutes. There's no way of reviving me either unless they got narcan which I really doubt