RosebyAnyName
Staring at the ceiling for 6 hours
- Nov 9, 2023
- 311
My current all-consuming addition of choice is good old fashioned doomscrolling, but I hate it. Life is miserable, I'm antisocial, I'm constantly paralyzed by anxiety and I can't even concentrate on doing things I enjoy like reading and playing piano. Doomscrolling eats my time and my life is wasting away anyways, might as well pick an addiction that doesn't make me as politically jaded.
I like weed and shrooms, however they make me dumb / distracted and I work an intellectually-demanding job, plus they also make me paranoid so don't actually help my anxiety unless I only use them infrequently. I also like binge eating and alcohol, but hate the stomach aches and acne it gives me. I need something that I can overindulge and numb myself with constantly in order to make life manageable.
My father, who used to smoke, said he might pick up vaping. He said he wanted to start again because nicotine made him more social and less anxious, if that's true then that sounds like what I need. My biggest struggle is anxiety and social isolation, I hear you can hang out with smokers to make friends since smoking has a huge social component too. What do people think about this?
I like weed and shrooms, however they make me dumb / distracted and I work an intellectually-demanding job, plus they also make me paranoid so don't actually help my anxiety unless I only use them infrequently. I also like binge eating and alcohol, but hate the stomach aches and acne it gives me. I need something that I can overindulge and numb myself with constantly in order to make life manageable.
My father, who used to smoke, said he might pick up vaping. He said he wanted to start again because nicotine made him more social and less anxious, if that's true then that sounds like what I need. My biggest struggle is anxiety and social isolation, I hear you can hang out with smokers to make friends since smoking has a huge social component too. What do people think about this?