Should I risk ordering SN if I had prior history with Confiscation of N?

[Message In A Bottle]

Like the title says, I had ordered N before only for LE to rip it from my hands. Though SN is not illegal in US, it's becoming more and more widespread on what people are using it for.

I feel like since they've had issues with me attempting suicide prior with N, they'd raise an eyebrow on why I'm ordering SN. I've also seen reports here of the UK making wellness checks for those that ordered SN.

If there is any possibility of LE coming to my house again then I'm probably just not going to do it. I can't risk going back to rehab again only for them to charge me an abundant amount of money for mediocre care that I never asked for.

So my question is, should I risk it? What would you do if you were in my shoes? I REALLY don't want to have to exit by hanging...but I will consider it if I don't have any other choice.

 

[Message In A Bottle]

No one?

 

[befree]

"I've also seen reports here of the UK making wellness checks for those that ordered SN." But you are not ihe UK.
"it's becoming more and more widespread on what people are using it for." This is true. That´s why many (most?) dealers no longer sell to private individuals.

I don´t know how strict the authorities are in the USA. But according to what you write and after your experiences with N, I wouldn't take the risk.

There is not only hanging as alternative method. There are also the inert gases and carbon monoxid.

 

[blue_muse]

If you get an LE visit - smile and play along.

 

[dirtnap]

It's not illegal to order SN in the U.S.
Without knowing the back story on how your N was seized, I can't say for certain that your SN will arrive but LE must present a warrant to search your home.
There is no crime in curing meat with SN, just saying...

 

[Judy Garland]

I'd order the SN. I wouldn't care if LE came over to do a wellness check. I would tell them, it's completely legal to own.

 

[Hercules]

There is no connection between N and SN. The vendor wouldn't know that you ordered N in the past. He doesn't know your history. Most people by SN and use it for its intended purpose. There is no reason why the vendor would think that you weren't going to use it to cure meat unless you told him otherwise.

SN isn't illegal or restricted in the US. The vendor isn't required to keep a list of people who buy SN or tell LE the names of people who buy SN. LE don't have a list of people who buy SN. They wouldn't even know that you bought it, because no one is going to tell them. The vendor isn't going to harass his customers by calling the police on them for no reason.

The police don't come to someone's house in the US, because they bought SN.

If someone was worried about you and asked the police to do a wellness check on you, they wouldn't automatically section you even if they knew you had SN. It wouldn't matter if they knew that you tried to order N before or if you had made an actual attempt before. They can only section you if they walk in and you already did something to harm yourself, if you tell them that you have a plan to kill yourself and are going to act on it, or you are acting odd and appear to be unstable, and they think you will harm yourself or someone else.

The police wouldn't assume that you bought the SN for suicide. When someone buys SN, people don't automatically think that they will use it for suicide. They assume that they are going to use it to cure meat.

 

[london3]

Like the title says, I had ordered N before only for LE to rip it from my hands. Though SN is not illegal in US, it's becoming more and more widespread on what people are using it for.

I feel like since they've had issues with me attempting suicide prior with N, they'd raise an eyebrow on why I'm ordering SN. I've also seen reports here of the UK making wellness checks for those that ordered SN.

If there is any possibility of LE coming to my house again then I'm probably just not going to do it. I can't risk going back to rehab again only for them to charge me an abundant amount of money for mediocre care that I never asked for.

So my question is, should I risk it? What would you do if you were in my shoes? I REALLY don't want to have to exit by hanging...but I will consider it if I don't have any other choice.

Yes i would still order SN. SN is legal, just say you are a chef curing some beef for jerky.

LE should not bother you even with your history with N seizure.

Have you tried ordering to your work? a friends house? set up a US forwarding address like MBE where you can go and pick up the parcel?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I feel like since they've had issues with me attempting suicide prior with N, they'd raise an eyebrow on why I'm ordering SN

Who would? Do you have reason to believe LE is monitoring your computer activity or your mail?

 

[Dead Man Walking!]

Yes i would still order SN. SN is legal, just say you are a chef curing some beef for jerky.

LE should not bother you even with your history with N seizure.

Have you tried ordering to your work? a friends house? set up a US forwarding address like MBE where you can go and pick up the parcel?

Saying you're a chef is easy to disprove, I'd just watch some videos about curing meat and say you're getting into cooking as a hobby