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Should I risk my last money on N?

  • Yes

    Votes: 15 41.7%
  • No

    Votes: 21 58.3%

  • Total voters
    36
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Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
Should I risk my last money on N? Considering I will stop paying some bills and my month's rent or should I settle for SN. It would be a long uncertainty since I will have to endure 1 month of claiming money from the landlord, bank debts...Plus the time it may take for N (Southern Europe) to arrive or perhaps leave everything paid and go with SN (I still need AE ). I leave this poll so you can give me your opinion Thanks
 
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LivideLamb

LivideLamb

I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
368
Should I risk my last money on N? Considering I will stop paying some bills and my month's rent or should I settle for SN. It would be a long uncertainty since I will have to endure 1 month of claiming money from the landlord, bank debts...Plus the time it may take for N (Southern Europe) to arrive or perhaps leave everything paid and go with SN (I still need AE ). I leave this poll so you can give me your opinion Thanks
I don't really think that we can answer you on that one. Do whatever you want? If you feel like you're comfortable ctb with N then go for it! Either way, wishing peace and luck with whatever methods that you choose.
 
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Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
Thank you, the survey is anonymous and any suggestion is welcome. I go to CTB anyway :)
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
Do you have the ability to borrow
 
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sharky

sharky

Lost
Dec 15, 2021
283
Yes. I think it's worth it.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,203
The fact that you are asking that means that you want it. But like others have said, I can't answer that for you. I didn't even fill in the poll. I had enough money to buy it but I knew the risks. Only you can make that decision.
 
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Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
Do you have the ability to borrow
I haven't been able to borrow for a long time, otherwise I would have already borrowed N. But selling some belongings, plus my salary, plus not paying some bills may give me enough money.
The fact that you are asking that means that you want it. But like others have said, I can't answer that for you. I didn't even fill in the poll. I had enough money to buy it but I knew the risks. Only you can make that decision.
You and I know that I'm going to try :) but I only have 1 month, otherwise I'll do it with SN. If I get the money I hope N arrives soon, if there are problems I don't think they will give it to a guy who lives under a cardboard.
 
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DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
I probably wouldn't... but if you're confident that you will get N, go for it. But I suggest having a backup plan just in case you blow your money and have your rent be overdue.
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
I probably wouldn't... but if you're confident that you will get N, go for it. But I suggest having a backup plan just in case you blow your money and have your rent be overdue.
This is a good advise . Please reconsider.
 
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Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
I probably wouldn't... but if you're confident that you will get N, go for it. But I suggest having a backup plan just in case you blow your money and have your rent be overdue.
Yes, thanks for the advice, but morally I don't mind stopping paying extortionate rents. Inflation in Spain is beginning to be worrying and the rentiers or usurers of banks already have me tired. Going out is necessary. I don't want to be a poor worker who gives up his life in a junk job and also with my chronic illnesses. It's risky, I know. Plan A is N Plan B is SN In case I survive A or B, plan C would be a train or drop from somewhere very high.
 
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ClaudeKersey

ClaudeKersey

Student
Mar 1, 2022
100
If you live in Spain, I think there's a good chance you are able to get your N.
 
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Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
If you live in Spain, I think there's a good chance you are able to get your N.
I hope so, although I don't know many Spaniards here who have asked for it so... I don't know, but let's think positive about this
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
I think you should try SN with AE instead of N.
 
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DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
Yes, thanks for the advice, but morally I don't mind stopping paying extortionate rents. Inflation in Spain is beginning to be worrying and the rentiers or usurers of banks already have me tired. Going out is necessary. I don't want to be a poor worker who gives up his life in a junk job and also with my chronic illnesses. It's risky, I know. Plan A is N Plan B is SN In case I survive A or B, plan C would be a train or drop from somewhere very high.
I understand… Best of luck! 🤝
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
I would not spend THE LAST of your money on it no, if you can afford it go ahead but if it is gonna be money you would require for rent and what not I would not do it personally, not only is there a risk however small that it does not arrive arrive but it also kind of forces you into using it.
 
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Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
I can't believe the "No" won xD It is true that it is a risky move, but damn, I have not even been able to obtain antiemetics legally (medical) this puts me in a different position (hang, jump, hit by train...) Well, seriously, thanks for the honest answers and upvotes.
 

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