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ItsyBitsyWeetard

ItsyBitsyWeetard

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Jun 1, 2024
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i know this is a dumb question so im sry but im seeing my psychiatrist on monday i could ask him for benzos to deal with anxiety i do have an anxiety disorder and im planning on ctbing soon and so my anxiety has been noticeably higher. i obviously cant tell my psych im gonna ctb and my anxiety has been higher but do u guys think i should get the benzos and will they help with lowering my anxiety levels leading up to the ctb. idk if im gonna use benzos while ctbing tho because im too lazy to crush the benzos but do u guys think it would help all the way up to that point atleast
 
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Valhala

Valhala

Arcanist
Jul 30, 2024
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If you have high anxiety, be sure to use a benzo before SN because your SI will be extremely strong. Benzo helps with that.
 
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ItsyBitsyWeetard

ItsyBitsyWeetard

Student
Jun 1, 2024
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If you have high anxiety, be sure to use a benzo before SN because your SI will be extremely strong. Benzo helps with that.
can i just take a pill or 2 instead of making an sn drink
 
ItsyBitsyWeetard

ItsyBitsyWeetard

Student
Jun 1, 2024
132
You can't CTB with just benzos it's just an anxiety reliever.
oh no i typed it wrong i meant usually you're supposed to make a benzo drink and drink it before drinking sn right so ur anxiety goes down i was asking if i could just take the pill instead of making the benzo drink since im lazy
also will it help me in the days leading up to the ctb since my anxiety is gonna be really high
 
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oh no i typed it wrong i meant usually you're supposed to make a benzo drink and drink it before drinking sn right so ur anxiety goes down i was asking if i could just take the pill instead of making the benzo drink since im lazy
also will it help me in the days leading up to the ctb since my anxiety is gonna be really high
It is possible, but it is more effective and faster if the tablets are crushed in water.
 
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ItsyBitsyWeetard

ItsyBitsyWeetard

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Jun 1, 2024
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ah alright thanks ill take this stuff into consideration
 
Luminous_

Luminous_

Puss-Eating-Pot-Princess
Jan 20, 2025
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If you have high anxiety, be sure to use a benzo before SN because your SI will be extremely strong. Benzo helps with that.
You worded this in a way that makes me curious, is it possible (or known) for your SI to be strong enough that without drugging yourself, your body can fight off SN's effects and force you to survive?
 
ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
92
How will you manage to get benzo, because the regulations are very tight in India now
 
Valhala

Valhala

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Jul 30, 2024
497
You worded this in a way that makes me curious, is it possible (or known) for your SI to be strong enough that without drugging yourself, your body can fight off SN's effects and force you to survive?
Your body cannot fight SN if you follow protocol and don't call for help.
 
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