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sgifeei

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Ok well this is weird, but imma try and explain as best as I could. So my symptoms of anxiety and depression are deteriorating and Idk how to get back on my own. Like, the situation is so bad that I cant even ctb, I plan it in my head but I am too exhausted to do it. (Literally as I am writing this my father came into my room and asked me why I am so quiet)
So my idea is to ask my psychiatrist to put me back into a psych ward where I already went 5 times…
The thing is, my grandmother is in a (different) psych ward as well due to bipolar, and idk how well my mother can handle if I get admitted to. Idk what to do.
Please give me advice :(
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
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Honstly

Ur mothr wld prbbly prefr u havng hlp & b-ing monitrd b/ professnls thn havng 2 cpe wth ur ctb

U cnnt hlp tht u r strugglng tht mch bt askng fr professnl hlp = prbbly th/ bettr optn espclly if u r alrdy usd 2 b-ing in wrds & knowng wht 2 xpect

Am srry tht thngs r s/ stressfl fr ur famly

Thre = also optn of tellng ur parnts tht u wnt 2 ask 2 b placd bck in2 a wrd whch obvsly wll b dffclt fr thm bt thse dscussns wld pssbly gve thm a snse of contrl & = nt unreasnble tht strss in famly cld mke ur own symptms wrse
 
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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Ok well this is weird, but imma try and explain as best as I could. So my symptoms of anxiety and depression are deteriorating and Idk how to get back on my own. Like, the situation is so bad that I cant even ctb, I plan it in my head but I am too exhausted to do it. (Literally as I am writing this my father came into my room and asked me why I am so quiet)
So my idea is to ask my psychiatrist to put me back into a psych ward where I already went 5 times…
The thing is, my grandmother is in a (different) psych ward as well due to bipolar, and idk how well my mother can handle if I get admitted to. Idk what to do.
Please give me advice :(
you should talk to your psychiatrist about it
 
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GeminiButter

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Apr 26, 2025
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Ok well this is weird, but imma try and explain as best as I could. So my symptoms of anxiety and depression are deteriorating and Idk how to get back on my own. Like, the situation is so bad that I cant even ctb, I plan it in my head but I am too exhausted to do it. (Literally as I am writing this my father came into my room and asked me why I am so quiet)
So my idea is to ask my psychiatrist to put me back into a psych ward where I already went 5 times…
The thing is, my grandmother is in a (different) psych ward as well due to bipolar, and idk how well my mother can handle if I get admitted to. Idk what to do.
Please give me advice :(
I'm so sorry things are so tough - I really get what you mean about the plans combined with exhaustion and how difficult it is.

If you think it might be helpful, it's definitely worth talking to your psychiatrist about it. I know you're concerned about your mum, but whatever you need to do to keep yourself safe is worth doing - and if that includes another stay in hospital, maybe that will be the best thing for you.

Definitely talk to your psychiatrist about it. I am sending you lots of love
 
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SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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Perhaps if you raise the matter with your psychiatrist your options may become clearer. In some ways it may be a relief to your mother to be able to know that you're in a more secure position.
 
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bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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Oh OP.I can't really give you advice on something as complicated as this. I'm so sorry. Please do what you feel is right. This is a difficult situation. I'm pretty cynical when it comes to any health care. I hope it helps you if you choose to go that route.There are some good therapists that can help.I hope it all works out.
 
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UnrulyNightmare

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Jul 3, 2024
275
If it helped you before..? You could at least talk it over with your psychiatrist 🫂
 
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