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JJJ

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Oct 9, 2021
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I joined sasu many years ago. The big tasks holding me back from CTB'ing at the time of joining have been checked off.
New tasks on the checklist have appeared. Emotional and administrative tasks.

I've had ideations since childhood, mid thirties now. Nothing new here.
I'm not being cryptic on purpose, just alcohol and fatigue.

Anyone else a PMDD person?

really i just miss chat. but i was dormant during the website lockdown so the quest for chat begins anew.
 
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A Dream of a Dream

A Dream of a Dream

Warlock
May 6, 2024
781
Let's get your post count up so you can get back to chat. Late 40's myself, major depression/adhd/minor in anxiety.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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You just have to post some more and the chat will be available again. I'm in late 40s and I suffer from a big failure in life a few years ago.
 
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rian 69

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Feb 11, 2025
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Honest reply - 69 and anxiety disorder, lots of panic attacks (don't believe any difference with anxiety attacks), clinical (shitty word) depression and trying to get my count up. Would kinda be good to have an idea of how many it takes to get off of probation. Guess if all goes well (and I seem to not be good at knot tying and live with my brother who is always home so no garage use) I'll not make it to whatever magic number that is. Sort of cruel in a way.
 

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