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Mouse_

Member
Jan 19, 2021
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A (probably bad) translation of my favourite poem I wrote:

Lead wings over the sky's roof
Tell me the hour is near;
A shy veil falls over the eyes,
Over frost-encrusted eyelids.
It's the daylight hour in her evening dress
Made of shadows and stars;
It's the deep seated coma that follows death,
Drowing out their lights.
In the hour when the world bends to Rest
And waits for the approaching night,
A cold cloak grabs at my limbs
And fills my veins with ice.
The trees tremble under the rain
Falling soft and silent;
A far away balcony paints itself in black:
A darker and darker island.
Oh lying lights along the streets,
Windows on different worlds!
I look at you and wonder, how can I come
Back from these desolate places?


It's about the deep sadness that comes over me at twilight, when my problems always tend to seem worse and I feel like I've never been more alone. I wrote it in the style of my favourite poet, Giovanni Pascoli.
 
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Vilthuril

Vilthuril

μελετῶντες ἀποθνῄσκειν
Jan 16, 2019
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Rue89

Visionary
Feb 10, 2020
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Toptock

Experienced
Jun 6, 2020
292
When i was serious about 3D modelling, i made this for an art contest. It came in second. I've never made anything like this since and genuinely I want to do more.
 

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GenesAndEnvironment

GenesAndEnvironment

Autistic loser
Jan 26, 2021
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When i was serious about 3D modelling, i made this for an art contest. It came in second. I've never made anything like this since and genuinely I want to do more.
Very nice, I'd like to see some more. :love:
 
lowres

lowres

Scum
Feb 9, 2019
119
Here are some things ive done recently since i got a new computer and have been able to draw digitally.
Smoko2 Dysphoria
 
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WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

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DoNotBoopTheSnoot
Dec 25, 2020
1,081
Does photography count? These were taken on an offshore island before the restrictions came into effect.

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Oct 29, 2020
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WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

DoNotBoopTheSnoot
Dec 25, 2020
1,081
I love the palm tree one!
I've sadly never been anywhere where palm trees grow naturally, you're really lucky to have such beautiful nature around you.
Thank you for your kind compliments!

It's on this island that I originally planned to CTB, but I've since changed my mind as there's always plenty of people, making it impossible to find a quiet place.

Now the beach has been divided into segments, and barriers have been put up to regulate the flow of visitors. It's an eyesore, really.
 
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WinterIsComing

WinterIsComing

Fragile...
May 27, 2019
256
I did a shirt for it.....is about valentines and covid

Valentine
 
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angelfeather

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Oct 31, 2020
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These photos were took in Cornwall. My favourite place in the Uk. It brings me a sense of calmness... F305FAA9 9BAF 42CC ADAB C52C0D62E15E 49B6D676 9044 42A3 B314 4F4EEE975B1A
 
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ixkitty

ixkitty

Let me be Selfish, just this once.
Aug 15, 2020
313
A poem - Do You Know Her?


Do you know her? Do you know what makes her smile and laugh and cry?
She loves animals, especially cats to cross her path.
Do you really know her? Do you know her interests and hobbies and loves?
She Loves nature, and butterflies. Hiking and drawing. Quality Time is her weakness
Do you know what she likes and dislikes?
She really doesn't like Rap. Degradation and the obscene in the offensive manner
Do you know her? Do you know what hurts her and how to make her feel better after a bad day?
It hurts when she's reminded of her bodily flaws. She feels better with cuddles and pets

Did you know her? Did you notice her smile never reached her eyes or the silent tears she released at night?
She hated bothering people, so She kept silent. She seemed to have it all together
Did you really know her? Did you realize she never could argue back with someone, even in a joking manner? Did you notice how they treated her?
She'd smile and agree, she didn't seem to be bothered by it.
Did you notice the long sleeves, even during warm weather?
She never could roll her sleeves up, she seemed to always divert attention from it
Did you notice how she stared off into the distance with a haunting smile?
She said she was thinking about the trees, instead of how bad she felt.

Did you know her? - They asked at her grave
 
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WinterIsComing

WinterIsComing

Fragile...
May 27, 2019
256
Lady tshirt
Is a single lady that's having a good time taking care of herself like fixing her hair.
Is a curtain where she is getting out.
 
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Ghostly

Ghostly

Student
Nov 21, 2020
148



a song cover i did
 
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ixkitty

ixkitty

Let me be Selfish, just this once.
Aug 15, 2020
313



a song cover i did

You're so adorable! if you do another, definitely become engulfed in the music. I see the shy and I loves it! Let the heart go! .... if you do it I'll do itttt.... is that weird... that's not weird... yes it is...
 
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Ghostly

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Nov 21, 2020
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You're so adorable! if you do another, definitely become engulfed in the music. I see the shy and I loves it! Let the heart go! .... if you do it I'll do itttt.... is that weird... that's not weird... yes it is...
omg thank youuu i will defiantly take your advice :heart: :heart: :love:
 
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Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
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drinking SN
 
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sacrificial lamb

eldritch horror on his way home.
Apr 26, 2020
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stygal

low-wage worker
Oct 29, 2020
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Some more scribbles I did in my notebook and on paper back when I was in uni.
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DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
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My grandma's been over and I have only a few days to draw her before she leaves. I made this with CraZart crayons.
 
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notreallynow

notreallynow

Member
Oct 21, 2020
56
I used to like to draw but it's been a few months and I don't get anything out of it anymore. Ah well. It was fun while it lasted.
 

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BornofDust

BornofDust

Student
Dec 11, 2020
132
Here's a Short story I did and published in a publishing site.

During the early outbreaks of COVID-19, a man who suffers from depression dies is forced to deliver a note/message to his friends fiancé after his former freind dies of COVID-19, journeying across Orlando in order to get there, while at the same time discovering things about himself.

21 pages in total.

Here's the PDF. https://www.booksie.com/pdf-647242-Chasing+Ashes
 
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articledon

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Feb 27, 2021
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popuoh

Wanderer of worlds
Jan 28, 2021
58
I did some portraits for my characters before I go :)
 

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jaranecdote

Member
Mar 4, 2021
60
3 poems I wrote earlier today.

Some anxiety before 6 o'clock

The minutes pass difficult
as stool from one constipated
yet the salt of my terror
in spite of a silly flimsy hope
prove not corrosive upon
the cold gears of the universe

Should I learn truly of universal gears
I would throw one arm and another
into the works, little caring
about the sickening crunch of bones
merely sacrificing to gain time
one leg, two legs, entire neck
till the mute gods should break their silence

Alas nothing can save me
from knowledge come the hour
from everything forever altered.
the clock hands through the motions
run, impassive as a fire squad
drilling before the execution.


Untitled.

'What can I do?', I ask,
and, eyes suddenly stark
as a wiped board, the sleep
vanishes in a gust
of sigh; or the morsel
half-chewed drains of flavor

what's left is remembrance:
rest, hot meal and status
must be earned -and earned
everyday being voucher
for a bed, bread and smile
in a world of positions

no point feeling sorry
or counting people and places
just what what can I do?


Untitled

the slimy rats
pass through the walls like an obscene conversation
between the dusty houses;
the clever rats they dart
quick as electric current down the lines
down the labrynth of molding drain pipes
never to be seen again
except as a guttering shadow
in half-moonlight at the overflowing bins
or crossing near the well to a place of clutter
forever in the panic of hiding
behind other shadows
 
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