I remember going to work the day after I tried to die and it felt so surreal. It highlighted how much nobody knew. I wondered how they'd react and what they'd think. Personally I always kind of wonder if people are actually smiling or if they're constantly pretending as well so that wasn't unique to that day, but I did wonder if anyone else there had ever tried and had a similar experience.
It was just really weird to think that this thing that so many people treat as a big deal was so easy to hide. That people would probably react if they knew but they never got the chance or just. I don't know. It was weird. Part of it was probably due to my headspace at the time.
Share any stories you want about days after.
It was just really weird to think that this thing that so many people treat as a big deal was so easy to hide. That people would probably react if they knew but they never got the chance or just. I don't know. It was weird. Part of it was probably due to my headspace at the time.
Share any stories you want about days after.
