Rocksandsand

Rocksandsand

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May 26, 2019
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I'm just curious - is anyone else here an ex or current sex worker of some description?

I was a prostitute, then cam girl, then dominatrix. I see occasional posts mentioning that people used to or currently work in the industry, and I have a hunch it's more common than it appears...
 
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Darkhaven

Darkhaven

All i have left is memories
May 19, 2019
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Oh this should be interesting...lmao
 
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not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
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there are no sex"workers" here, honey.
...unless you're counting the Yorkshire Houseboys, Russian Bookworms and German Underpants Garden Gnomes, and they all work for me now. :heh: Mw8
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
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I'm just curious - is anyone else here an ex or current sex worker of some description?

I was a prostitute, then cam girl, then dominatrix. I see occasional posts mentioning that people used to or currently work in the industry, and I have a hunch it's more common than it appears...
Yes it has become normalized. Once they invented birth control, encouraged women into careers, more girls and boys grow up in single mother homes which raises the risk of being sexually abused when new partners get involved with the mother. This in turn increases the risk you will become promiscuous unless u get help soon enough to process the sexual abuse. Women's empowerment and liberation unfortunately destroys civilization.

It has not been empowering, I ended up aborting all my would be kids because I thought I had more control over my fertility than I actually did. So women's liberation has been traumatic for me and I basically destroyed myself and my future. Make no mistake, this is by design to destroy the family, gender roles, to destabilize countries. There are very evil people pushing this agenda.

I didn't understand the broader consequences of what I was doing when young and starting in the strip club becoming promiscuous, ruining my marriageability. Europeans are already becoming a minority across the world because of abortion being legalized, birth control pushed, encouraged, and other brainwashing to discourage us from having kids. This is by design too. The ruling elites want to eradicate whites but I won't go into the reasons.
 
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Severen

Severen

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Jun 30, 2018
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I often do some stripping. But I don't get paid for this. And it's when, I'm home and nobody is around.
 
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inconsequential

inconsequential

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Jun 1, 2019
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I was a prostitute from the ages of 14-18. My mother died not knowing how her rent got paid.
 
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inconsequential

inconsequential

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Jun 1, 2019
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Omg :ohhhh: that's so fucked up. How did this happen?

My mom was really sick & in the hospital a lot, and couldn't get disability benefits. My dad was really rapey so I couldn't go live with him, so I tried to keep the rent paid and the lights on any way that I could.
 
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Darkhaven

Darkhaven

All i have left is memories
May 19, 2019
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Yes it has become normalized. Once they invented birth control, encouraged women into careers, more girls and boys grow up in single mother homes which raises the risk of being sexually abused when new partners get involved with the mother. This in turn increases the risk you will become promiscuous unless u get help soon enough to process the sexual abuse. Women's empowerment and liberation unfortunately destroys civilization.

It has not been empowering, I ended up aborting all my would be kids because I thought I had more control over my fertility than I actually did. So women's liberation has been traumatic for me and I basically destroyed myself and my future. Make no mistake, this is by design to destroy the family, gender roles, to destabilize countries. There are very evil people pushing this agenda.

I didn't understand the broader consequences of what I was doing when young and starting in the strip club becoming promiscuous, ruining my marriageability. Europeans are already becoming a minority across the world because of abortion being legalized, birth control pushed, encouraged, and other brainwashing to discourage us from having kids. This is by design too. The ruling elites want to eradicate whites but I won't go into the reasons.
I had a time once in my life, not long ago, when i used to fiercely support the same things you said, specially the ones about the destruction of the traditional family roles and the erradication of white people from Europe.
But lately i have been distancing from these ideas. I don't know if they are true or not, it's just that i no longer care about them. Why bother with my etnicity's survival if i won't be here to see it? If really there is no conscience after death, i won't feel their pain or their struggles. Maybe this just goes according to their plan: i'm a 22 years old white boy that doesn't care about life anymore and would rather be childless and dead?
But even with all that, i think we can't deny the importance of the feminist movement and the importance of gender equality i on our society.
I have been raised by very misoginist people and i have seen how cruel and unfair they are to women.
This mentality has to be erradicated from the face of this planet. It's a shame that they are only able to push feminism in western countries and not in places where it's more needed like African or Asian countries. But then again, maybe that's their plan? Do they want to keep these other cultures male predominant and ours female predominant and then merge them together?
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
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My mom was really sick & in the hospital a lot, and couldn't get disability benefits. My dad was really rapey so I couldn't go live with him, so I tried to keep the rent paid and the lights on any way that I could.
I totally understand now why u also might have trouble with opposite sex relationships. Something happens to girls who are put in this situation. It can harm your view towards men in general even if u know that men are not at fault as a whole. Was your dad your biological father or a stepdad? It's more likely to occur if the guy is unrelated. Incest is not near as common as if u have an unrelated guy in the home.
 
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seekingoblivion

seekingoblivion

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Dec 11, 2018
454
I often do some stripping. But I don't get paid for this. And it's when, I'm home and nobody is around.
And right before a shower.
 
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inconsequential

inconsequential

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Jun 1, 2019
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I totally understand now why u also might have trouble with opposite sex relationships. Something happens to girls who are put in this situation. It can harm your view towards men in general even if u know that men are not at fault as a whole. Was your dad your biological father or a stepdad? It's more likely to occur if the guy is unrelated. Incest is not near as common as if u have an unrelated guy in the home.

Men and women both horrify me, though men can be more physical, whereas women just enjoy insulting me.

My father was my biological father. He has a lot of other kids, from different women, but he only stuck around for my mom + me. I wish he would've just ran off like he always did.
 
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Morphinekiss

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Jun 8, 2019
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I've dabbled as a dominatrix when I really need the money. I'm a natural submissive and masochist though so I don't do it much.
 
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not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
2,121
I've dabbled as a dominatrix when I really need the money. I'm a natural submissive and masochist though so I don't do it much.
lol you can be a dominatrix and still be a masochist though. Because the clients are such a pain in the ass.
 
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Quinlor

Quinlor

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Feb 21, 2019
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Well... I am virgin and today is my 36 anniversary. So I don't understand what are you talking about.
 
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WinterIsComing

WinterIsComing

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May 27, 2019
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Yes it has become normalized. Once they invented birth control, encouraged women into careers, more girls and boys grow up in single mother homes which raises the risk of being sexually abused when new partners get involved with the mother. This in turn increases the risk you will become promiscuous unless u get help soon enough to process the sexual abuse. Women's empowerment and liberation unfortunately destroys civilization.

It has not been empowering, I ended up aborting all my would be kids because I thought I had more control over my fertility than I actually did. So women's liberation has been traumatic for me and I basically destroyed myself and my future. Make no mistake, this is by design to destroy the family, gender roles, to destabilize countries. There are very evil people pushing this agenda.

I didn't understand the broader consequences of what I was doing when young and starting in the strip club becoming promiscuous, ruining my marriageability. Europeans are already becoming a minority across the world because of abortion being legalized, birth control pushed, encouraged, and other brainwashing to discourage us from having kids. This is by design too. The ruling elites want to eradicate whites but I won't go into the reasons.

Did you start working in that with the feminist ideas or have you known people who started with them?
I think there is some weird agenda too
 
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TimeToDie

Mage
Jun 13, 2019
521
I just have to ask: how much did you ladies make as a dominatrix? I never made a cent spanking naughty girls. I used to love it though I've gotten to a point where nothing gives me pleasure anymore.
 
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GinaIsReady

GinaIsReady

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Mar 29, 2019
995
Well... I am virgin and today is my 36 anniversary. So I don't understand what are you talking about.
LOL
I have never worked for sex. Is that what you mean? haha

Never been paid to have sex but have used sex to get what I wanted or needed (things other than cash). One of my biggest regrets in this life is not having an understanding of my sexuality and how it and my looks could have offset the discrimination for being female that I have experienced my entire life, particularly professionally. I was so naïve.
I often do some stripping. But I don't get paid for this. And it's when, I'm home and nobody is around.
You are a 'private dancer'.
 
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not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
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Did you start working in that with the feminist ideas or have you known people who started with them?
I think there is some weird agenda too
Can only answer for myself, I went in as a half-assed feminist-humanist who knew alot about psychology and manipulation. And I learned the tricks are all try to practice a form of verbal manipulation to try to "subtly" make prostitutes feel bad about ourselves and what we do. It's super lame, just constantly hinting around that
"What we *really* must want is a husband and babbies that's all a woman is worth,"
The implication being that now we can't never get that because we're hoors, just dirty hoors.
The mindgames worked on us by pimps and tricks are kindergarten level but if a woman has any insecurity or selfhate, it works.

I always found it funny though because I was doing it to survive a disability with no financial help. They'd murmur "but you must really want a husband..."
And I'd go "Honey,I HAVE a husband. YOU are someone's husband. I can have all the "husbands" I want, since you pigs are all cheaters. I have plenty of husbands!"

But it really is meant to be sinister and make hookers commit suicide. They can't beat us up anymore, but now they have NLP. It works on some.
 
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alizee

alizee

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Jul 22, 2018
452
One of the nicest roommate I had did sex work on the side of going to university for a phd. I never knew why the music in his room was turned up randomly during the day and until he left to go visit his parents (everything was shared before he left). I was surprised but wow he was making bank. Like $500 per hour from women that didn't even want him to penetrate them.
 
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Life+me=error

Life+me=error

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May 22, 2019
736
10 years ago I was close to offering my ass to old perverted homos.
I was sleeping on a staircase with my mother for few days and I told her of my plan. Next day my mother asked her ex for money to pay for a place. And he did.

My ass is thankfully still a virgin.
 
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Morphinekiss

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Jun 8, 2019
1,207
I just have to ask: how much did you ladies make as a dominatrix? I never made a cent spanking naughty girls. I used to love it though I've gotten to a point where nothing gives me pleasure anymore.
Started at $300 an hour, always an hour minimum.

I also had "clients" that knew me in and out of the kink scene, knew what was happening in my life, and knew what I needed money for. I used a guy as my foot stool for an evening at a party and the next day he replaced my car's ac unit. I had three regulars that would just take care of what I needed for a few hours of being degraded.
 
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Jynxer

Jynxer

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Jun 3, 2019
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I'm just curious - is anyone else here an ex or current sex worker of some description?

I was a prostitute, then cam girl, then dominatrix. I see occasional posts mentioning that people used to or currently work in the industry, and I have a hunch it's more common than it appears...
I danced for a cpl years, then sold my ass for a cpl years, about 17 years ago. All for drugs. I deeply regret it now. And it's actually one of my issues for hating myself all this time.
I think it had something to do with when I was raped at 16 by a 36 year old dude with a family. I couldnt report it cause I was drunk, and who would have believed me, right? That's the way it goes, right? If a girl is drunk she was asking for it, right?

Anyways, I felt I couldn't ever say no after that, and felt I was worthless so why not sell my ass? I needed the money. I had to numb the pain somehow....

Now, at 37 I still hate myself for it. I wish I had reported him and I wish I never sold my ass for shit.

At least now I can say NO!!!
 
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Leesap

Leesap

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Jul 5, 2019
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Me. I paid my way through uni that way and after my career in healthcare I came back into it. I've never had anything even sort of bad happen. I don't feel bad about it, it's always been a secret. Nowadays it's very low key and vanilla.
 
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_NoName_

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Jul 5, 2019
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No. I've no interest in sex and hold my diginity in high regards. Even if I wanted to - impossible, since I am an unattractive male.
 
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Irishsteve88

Irishsteve88

To complete the ending
Jan 26, 2019
136
Done it years ago to save up for deposit for my mortgage. Was easy cash when I was young doubt I'd make that much now. Lol
 
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Divine Trinity

Divine Trinity

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Mar 20, 2019
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Yes it has become normalized. Once they invented birth control, encouraged women into careers, more girls and boys grow up in single mother homes which raises the risk of being sexually abused when new partners get involved with the mother. This in turn increases the risk you will become promiscuous unless u get help soon enough to process the sexual abuse. Women's empowerment and liberation unfortunately destroys civilization.

It has not been empowering, I ended up aborting all my would be kids because I thought I had more control over my fertility than I actually did. So women's liberation has been traumatic for me and I basically destroyed myself and my future. Make no mistake, this is by design to destroy the family, gender roles, to destabilize countries. There are very evil people pushing this agenda.

I didn't understand the broader consequences of what I was doing when young and starting in the strip club becoming promiscuous, ruining my marriageability. Europeans are already becoming a minority across the world because of abortion being legalized, birth control pushed, encouraged, and other brainwashing to discourage us from having kids. This is by design too. The ruling elites want to eradicate whites but I won't go into the reasons.
Europeans have always been a minority, moreso before the last 500 years of European imperialism. Why would "ruling elites" want to eradicate "whites" when the vast majority of wealthy people are of european decent?

You mistake malice for incompentance, the feminist movement made some fundamental errors in the 20th century, and has been hijacked by the rich largely white groups who have deviated from the movement's roots.

The biggest mistake of feminism was their shaming of what's considered the traditional feminine role, and instead emphasizing "independence". They've alienated themselves from most men, a lot of women, and even core factions of their movement. This gap has allowed for the corporate infiltration of feminist groups that we've seen since the 70's-80's to present, along with the most extremist and fringe feminist factions being amplified by the likes of Hollywood, Schools, media, and electoral politics.

Add in the LGBT merging and what we have as a vision of "liberated women" means:

1.) Having a high income
2.) Becoming ingrained into corporation (ie a "workaholic).
3.) Have spouse who will do housework, tend to kids, cook, etc.
4.) Be romantically involved with another women
5.) Extract as much wealth from others as possible
6.) Sex and kids are the only valuable traits you as a women possess to gain material success.
7.) You don't need to socialize or bond with others because you're too "independant".

Sounds like a patriarchal man to me...
 
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not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
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No. I've no interest in sex and hold my diginity in high regards. Even if I wanted to - impossible, since I am an unattractive male.
Lol I always found it funny that people call it "undignified" to get paid for doing something other people are dumb enough to give away for free.
I only feel like my dignity is lost when I *don't* get paid for it. I *deserve* that cash, because I'm *worth* it.
Getting used for free doesn't make people dignified, it makes them chumps.
 
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throwaway123

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Sex is supposed to be an act of love.
 
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