Sex before you ctb?

[Eden2k]

i think you're being sarcastic, but if you're not ... please don't do this.... this is worse than trying to CTB by cutting your wrists

I wish I was being sarcastic.

 

[Hunter]

I'm not thinking about sex. I'm thinking about the end of my life.

 

[Kyrok]

Maybe if sex still matters to you, you shouldn't yet ctb.

 

[bigj75]

Maybe if sex still matters to you, you shouldn't yet ctb.

you sound like a prolifer. Lol

I can value sex and still want to ctb.

 

[Kyrok]

you sound like a prolifer. Lol

I can value sex and still want to ctb.

Lol. I wrote "yet." Something is still appealing in life... So maybe you're not yet done. When I was young, sex had a role in keeping me alive. No longer.

 

[bigj75]

Lol. I wrote "yet." Something is still appealing in life... So maybe you're not yet done. When I was young, sex had a role in keeping me alive. No longer.

oh. No, i can have sex 24/7 no problem and still want to ctb. For me sex drive and the will to live have no correlation. But i see your point.

 

[bigj75]

 

[galaxyencrypted]

"sex" is not in my thoughts anyway when I think of ctb... All I think of is getting peace...

agreed

 

[wildisthewind]

Hey, if it's that good, maybe I'd stick around for more. :)

 

[bigj75]

Hey, if it's that good, maybe I'd stick around for more. :)

I'm burnt out. Lol

 

[Pulpit2018]

Sex? Ha!
A good farewell word might be all you really need...

 

[RememberWhatUCameFor]

i think this is a nice way to die

 

[bigj75]

I'll settle for getting my dink sucked. Lol

 

[dhk96]

I'm totally self-conscious about my body, clueless, scared, and don't know any normal, safe people to ask (wouldn't anyway because even I wouldn't, uh, do it with me if I were someone else). ...So I guess I'm dying a virgin!

 

[bigj75]

I'm totally self-conscious about my body, clueless, scared, and don't know any normal, safe people to ask (wouldn't anyway because even I wouldn't, uh, do it with me if I were someone else). ...So I guess I'm dying a virgin!

mmmmmm

 

[dhk96]

Lol. I wrote "yet." Something is still appealing in life... So maybe you're not yet done. When I was young, sex had a role in keeping me alive. No longer.

Activities like listening to music, reading comics, and cooking still appeal to me. There are a lot of things that I wouldn't mind having a chance to experience. But none of those things, no matter how appealing, keep me alive. I (can) do them because I'm not yet dead.

In the end, nothing I do and no one I know are worth living for.

I wish I was being sarcastic.

*poof*

Wish granted. You are now a happy cat lady who likes cracking jokes and will let me pet/feed your cats ^^

mmmmmm

Thanks but no thanks. You would only regret asking ;p

 

[GiveMeNovacaine]

I don't have a girlfriend nor any female friends & I don't have the energy nor social skills to meet any. So sex is out of the question. Not interested in paying prostitutes either.

 

[TooLate2582]

I'm totally self-conscious about my body, clueless, scared, and don't know any normal, safe people to ask (wouldn't anyway because even I wouldn't, uh, do it with me if I were someone else). ...So I guess I'm dying a virgin!

Don't sell yourself short

 

[peachesNpoison]

These have been my thoughts about my final day
- If I could hire a prostitute with 100% certainty that she was working ethically - and that I wouldn't get caught up in some legal shit that would turn my other plans into a shitshow - I would probably go that route.
- I can't fuck&leave anyone that I'm in or have been in a relationship, I would feel too shitty.
- I'll probably wind up just jacking off for the last time before I do it in the hotel room.

 

[bigj75]

These have been my thoughts about my final day
- If I could hire a prostitute with 100% certainty that she was working ethically - and that I wouldn't get caught up in some legal shit that would turn my other plans into a shitshow - I would probably go that route.
- I can't fuck&leave anyone that I'm in or have been in a relationship, I would feel too shitty.
- I'll probably wind up just jacking off for the last time before I do it in the hotel room.

There are plenty escorts who are legit. I've had sex with over 20 of them.

 

[TAW122]

While I've thought about this before, I've decided that meh, nothing is worth going over if there is any remote chance that will delay or ruin my plans for ctb'ing. If there is a way where I can be 100% sure that I can do it without it interfering with my plans (whether socially, emotionally, legally, or what not), then sure. Otherwise, I just view it as an extra cherry on top. It's nice to if it works out, but if not, then that's ok with me. I've lived a pretty solitary and lonely life most of the time, so I'll just ctb alone.

 

[bigj75]

While I've thought about this before, I've decided that meh, nothing is worth going over if there is any remote chance that will delay or ruin my plans for ctb'ing. If there is a way where I can be 100% sure that I can do it without it interfering with my plans (whether socially, emotionally, legally, or what not), then sure. Otherwise, I just view it as an extra cherry on top. It's nice to if it works out, but if not, then that's ok with me. I've lived a pretty solitary and lonely life most of the time, so I'll just ctb alone.

I like your response. I'm at the point where i don't care to have sex before ctb. I'll just enjoy my last day alone.

 

[Buddyluv19]

All I can add is that if I could even 'fathom' the idea of sex - what with the physical pain and general duress I'm in - I wouldn't be considering CTB.

But then, I'm Italian so maybe my expectations are too high.

 

[JJ-NOHOPE]

Not interested in meaningless sex.
Would love to be in love and make love.
But I was raped when I was 12 years old.
Since then cannot have intimate relations with men.
Seems hopeless.

One more reason to ctb.

 

[bigj75]

Not interested in meaningless sex.
Would love to be in love and make love.
But I was raped when I was 12 years old.
Since then cannot have intimate relations with men.
Seems hopeless.

One more reason to ctb.

Sorry to here that.

 

[anelakapu]

How do you block a thread?

 

[stargazer]

No

 

[bigj75]

I've noticed quite a few people aren't too keen on this thread. My intentions were not to offend anyone. But sex is a great thing to experience and something not everyone gets to do. So it can be comforting in your last moments.

 

[DariaBuPL]

Even if I wanted, no one would like to do it with me.
Guess I'm gonna be a virgin till the end, but I don't mind to be honest. It isn't really that important to me.

 

[stellabelle]

I actually had this conversation last night with a friend IRL