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calicocat07

calicocat07

Chronically sucky
Sep 29, 2025
31
Today I had the pit of loneliness hit me. I tried to jump around in discord servers and talk to people but got ignored. Sigh. 😅 I feel unlikeable no matter what I try or how I try and mold myself.
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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I'm really sorry to hear, calicocat07~ :( That sounds really awful~ >_< I was always bad with talking in Discord servers too~ I'd recommend just dm'ing individuals if you can or are able to~ :) unfortunately, I have the same issue irl tho~ :( I listen to others and try to pretend to be something I'm not and yet I still fail to make friends in spite of it, meaning that I endure all that pain for nothing~ >_< I hope that you can find some personality that lets you be able to make friends~ :) unfortunately, I don't really know what that is! :(
 
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calicocat07

calicocat07

Chronically sucky
Sep 29, 2025
31
I'm really sorry to hear, calicocat07~ :( That sounds really awful~ >_< I was always bad with talking in Discord servers too~ I'd recommend just dm'ing individuals if you can or are able to~ :) unfortunately, I have the same issue irl tho~ :( I listen to others and try to pretend to be something I'm not and yet I still fail to make friends in spite of it, meaning that I endure all that pain for nothing~ >_< I hope that you can find some personality that lets you be able to make friends~ :) unfortunately, I don't really know what that is! :(
Yeah, thank you for the comfort and advice though! Hoping my comedy at least pulls me out of my hole once more. People use to like my jokes and art but I feel like im running out of time.
 
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Lycoris

Lycoris

a living ghost
Mar 9, 2023
59
Today I had the pit of loneliness hit me. I tried to jump around in discord servers and talk to people but got ignored. Sigh. 😅 I feel unlikeable no matter what I try or how I try and mold myself.
It could just be the wrong crowd, most public discords trend really young and usually dont care about making friends and just kinda do whatever they feel like. You seem like a nice person though, I feel the same way trying to make friends, loneliness sucks and sometimes its not your fault. Not even to mention how scary it is to make friends in general with how vulnerable you have to let yourself be in front of others.
 
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auto138491

Student
Jun 21, 2025
132
That pit of loneliness is not home. Its a picnic spot. We visit it, but we also crawl out.
 
Crow_88

Crow_88

Specialist
Dec 30, 2024
371
It is no fun to be lonely. Feel free to DM me if you want to chat. I'm lonely too!
 
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monkeybone

monkeybone

Member
Nov 8, 2025
13
I feel u bro after many years of loneliness i learned to be ok with it i sometimes be wanting to hug my fucking pillow or something i dont be on online communities anymore since im older now im not really busy i dont have a life i just found some things i enjoy doing like gaming or watching movies and shows i also kinda live in my imagination but i find that to be totally ok im lonely not desperate it makes me sad how harsh people and society are.
 
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eternalpace

Student
Oct 18, 2025
197
I've been lonely for most of my life... At first, it was society rejecting me... but then it became mostly me pulling back from the world and isolating. I'm content being by myself but it hasn't reduced my desire to call it a day... and I'm going to try that again in the near future.
 
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