Seriously no way of obtaining N other than asking D?

[SofterSoftest]

Unfortunately, due to the very short windows of time I'm alone (my SO is often at home, and would've been away the first week of May, meaning he wouldn't intercept the package) I waited to get N from D until it was too late. I have SN from IC as a back-up (and even got meto), but I'm so afraid of this method, the more I do research on it. I'm worried about renal failure and GI damage if I do survive, and I'm worried about SI kicking in since I've had GI issues for many years and imagine the discomfort might force me to call for help.

Are there seriously no other sources for N? I just don't know how much longer I can do this.

I know about D saying 'wait till July' (they wrote to me with this response, which I was so grateful for), but there's no way of knowing whether the supply will actually be restored by then.

 

[downndone2]

I would imagine if he says July, he is expecting to have it in stock. I dont want to take SN because I dont want to spend my last minutes of life clinging to a toilet bowl. N is an option and I have to wait until 2023 anyhow.

I havent heard of any other reliable sources for N. And be very careful for scammers. I think the current shortage is global

I hope you find peace, whatever you choose

 

[ChrisLeeHZ]

I would imagine if he says July, he is expecting to have it in stock. I dont want to take SN because I dont want to spend my last minutes of life clinging to a toilet bowl. N is an option and I have to wait until 2023 anyhow.

I havent heard of any other reliable sources for N. And be very careful for scammers. I think the current shortage is global

I hope you find peace, whatever you choose

I don't know why there isn't any more supplier who can easily become rich by selling n?

 

[SofterSoftest]

I don't know why there isn't any more supplier who can easily become rich by selling n?

Yes, I find this so strange as well. I understand that clients don't 'return for more N,' but given its scarcity, surely it would still be a very lucrative business.

 

[HubbaHubba]

IMHO, there are other N sellers, but D is the most prominent because he's featured in PPeH.

Problem: no one in this forum will share the other source here because the government will likely shut down this forum for selling "illicit" stuff.

IIRC, Silk Road used to have tons of N seller before the feds shut it down.

You can thank the people (mostly those on the left wing side) campaigning to prevent suicide for the "greater good". I work for a tech company in California, a very left wing state. I asked folks what their thought about VAD and 100% of the response is that it's wrong, it hurts other, should be made illegal, the person attempting CTB should be committed indefinitely, etc.

A while back, there was ONE seller in Amazon US selling SN. Then there was a review saying that this should be prohibited because of all the CTB. That ONE review got hundreds of "upvote". That seller is now gone from Amazon last time I checked.

 

[SofterSoftest]

IMHO, there are other N sellers, but D is the most prominent because he's featured in PPeH.

Problem: no one in this forum will share the other source here because the government will likely shut down this forum for selling "illicit" stuff.

IIRC, Silk Road used to have tons of N seller before the feds shut it down.

You can thank the people (mostly those on the left wing side) campaigning to prevent suicide for the "greater good". I work for a tech company in California, a very left wing state. I asked folks what their thought about VAD and 100% of the response is that it's wrong, it hurts other, should be made illegal, the person attempting CTB should be committed indefinitely, etc.

A while back, there was ONE seller in Amazon US selling SN. Then there was a review saying that this should be prohibited because of all the CTB. That ONE review got hundreds of "upvote". That seller is now gone from Amazon last time I checked.

IMO this isn't a left or right issue. There are people both on the left and right who moralize insufferably on this issue, albeit often for different reasons.

Anyway, I do appreciate your thoughts. I will look elsewhere but will keep an eye out for scammers (I have a way of testing my product quite reliably).

 

[HubbaHubba]

IMO this isn't a left or right issue. There are people both on the left and right who moralize insufferably on this issue, albeit often for different reasons.

Anyway, I do appreciate your thoughts. I will look elsewhere but will keep an eye out for scammers (I have a way of testing my product quite reliably).

Yeah, I am just saying in the US at least, my experiences are that the one that mostly AGAINST suicide are the ones associated with left the left. Centered or right folks don't give a shit.

In any case, there are tons of Fentanly / Opioid OD in western cities like SF, Seattle, etc. I think you can get those easily - just go to SF Tenderloin area after 9 PM. Leave all your valuable (e.g. bring a burner phone, no wallet with credit cards, etc.) in case you get mugged.

EDIT: link to one of the article with pictures.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

You can thank the people (mostly those on the left wing side) campaigning to prevent suicide for the "greater good". I work for a tech company in California, a very left wing state. I asked folks what their thought about VAD and 100% of the response is that it's wrong, it hurts other, should be made illegal, the person attempting CTB should be committed indefinitely, etc.

Rather ironic considering the left supports abortion. I guess the right to die/my body my choice motto only applies to preventing the life of those that cannot pay taxes and supply the gov with money.

As for the right opposing it, I am not surprised. They see death as the ultimate punishment. It's why they oppose abortion and favor the death penalty. Though, I would say that us depressed people suffering day to day being forced to live is a terrible punishment in it's own right.

 

[downndone2]

I don't know why there isn't any more supplier who can easily become rich by selling n?

I believe it is more an issue with the shortage on top of no way of knowing if you are being scammed. I havent seen any other reliable sources or I'd probably buy

 

[Smart No More]

I'm keeping my fingers crossed for someone to pop up with some freshly synthesised powder. As soon as the tests were done and the source was confirmed legitimate I bet it would sell so fast. Even many of the people that already have vetinary stuff would no doubt purchade because it has a longer shelf life and is much easier to ingest.

 

[sunny/omori]

IMHO, there are other N sellers, but D is the most prominent because he's featured in PPeH.

Problem: no one in this forum will share the other source here because the government will likely shut down this forum for selling "illicit" stuff.

IIRC, Silk Road used to have tons of N seller before the feds shut it down.

You can thank the people (mostly those on the left wing side) campaigning to prevent suicide for the "greater good". I work for a tech company in California, a very left wing state. I asked folks what their thought about VAD and 100% of the response is that it's wrong, it hurts other, should be made illegal, the person attempting CTB should be committed indefinitely, etc.

A while back, there was ONE seller in Amazon US selling SN. Then there was a review saying that this should be prohibited because of all the CTB. That ONE review got hundreds of "upvote". That seller is now gone from Amazon last time I checked.

This makes a lot of sense. Even if is one-time sell there is much money in the N markey. I wouldnt be surprised if there is some connection between D and the Exit International.

I was thinking of going to some Latin American country to get it by myself but I am not sure if is still that easy to get there and if even D cant supply more N the chances of getting somewhere else seems off.

 

[Smart No More]

This makes a lot of sense. Even if is one-time sell there is much money in the N markey. I wouldnt be surprised if there is some connection between D and the Exit International.

I was thinking of going to some Latin American country to get it by myself but I am not sure if is still that easy to get there and if even D cant supply more N the chances of getting somewhere else seems off.

Before the global shortage is had become hard to visit a store IRL and buy it where it was once much easier. Now the shortage has occurred that's going to even harder. There have been a good few reports of people travelling purely to buy N and going home empty handed.

Right now is the worst time to try it but if things improve and you attempt it in future don't forget you either need to use it there or come up with a way of getting it home. Mostly if that involves crossing borders.

 

[wljourney]

Before the global shortage is had become hard to visit a store IRL and buy it where it was once much easier. Now the shortage has occurred that's going to even harder. There have been a good few reports of people travelling purely to buy N and going home empty handed.

Right now is the worst time to try it but if things improve and you attempt it in future don't forget you either need to use it there or come up with a way of getting it home. Mostly if that involves crossing borders.

Yup exactly this.
I tried buying it a few years ago in MEX. Nobody would sell. I drove around to at least 5 different vet clinics. Probably a good thing as it would have gotten me in a lot of trouble on the way home.

Peru or other SA countries might be different, but again: you can't just carry this in your cabin luggage.

 

[Alex6216]

IMO this isn't a left or right issue. There are people both on the left and right who moralize insufferably on this issue, albeit often for different reasons.

Anyway, I do appreciate your thoughts. I will look elsewhere but will keep an eye out for scammers (I have a way of testing my product quite reliably).

I dont like libertarians but they're probably the most pro-suicide, indirectly, since in their ideal society companies are allowed to sell anything without interference by the government. Imagine a world where N can be bought for 65 dollars on Amazon, it probably wont be a good world but at least there's the ability to leave it