Serenity

[mindless_imp]

I'm so sick of being here. It shouldn't be like this, we should be able to have assisted suicides be legal cause oh my god. I have wanted to CTB for years and I've always constantly hoped that I would get randomly stabbed in the street or killed somehow just so I wouldn't have to do it myself.


anyway here's another poem about unreciprocated love

I find odd serenity
in the dead hours of the night,
the times where the world
isn't quite yet awake.

I find strange serenity
in a burning shower
as the water scalds my back
to mimic the ache in my chest
when you say you love me.

 

[d3j3ct3dl0s3r05]

no but actually, i've attempted a couple times but to no avail. would be so much easier if someone else just killed me OR if i just went to sleep and didn't wake up (beats the psych ward lol:ppp)

 

[FuneralCry]

It certainly is horrible how it's so unnecessarily difficult to cease existing, I despise how we are denied the option to just permanently escape from this existence in peace, it's very much understandable feeling so tired of suffering here.