Venting selfishness

[eternal_peace]

i feel like I'm the most selfish girl alive, most of the stuff i do. i do for my own benefit. helping people out? i don't care about then i just want to boost my ego and make myself feel better. everything I do now is for my own benefit

i dont even care on how my death will affect others, i just wanna die and sometimes i feel bitchy about it, but I just wanna benefit myself. some days i care about myself too much, sometimes too little. it fucking sucks

 

[carac]

Everyone is selfish, it is human nature, even people that help others do it because it makes them feel good. At least you are honest with yourself.