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squillykilly

squillykilly

Stupid Chud
Dec 15, 2025
96
I've been punishing myself for everything I've done and still do, burning myself, biting myself and trying to break the skin, cutting and sometimes not letting myself eat.
It hasn't gotten too bad yet. But I feel immense guilt when I reward myself with anything. I don't deserve it... I need to do more.
 
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itwasnevermeanttobe

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Jan 28, 2026
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I am sorry to hear that man, I hope you figure something out
 
Meimi18

Meimi18

Beep boop
Nov 1, 2023
91
Been doing the same shit, idk if I want it to get worse or better tbh
 

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