Self-love/ hate

[daydreams]

Do you feel that you hate or love yourself

 

[Jolene79]

I have alot of love and compassion for myself but as I'm able to do less and less and become more sick I have lost who I think I truly am. I find that person harder to love.

 

[Yaffle]

I loathe every cell of my being.

 

[user56765567]

I think it's hard to say for me. There is certain aspects of myself that I like and others that I hate but I guess if I had to choose I would say I mostly hate myself. But I think most of the hate is for my body and how dysfunctional it is rather than me personally If that makes any sense.

 

[Jolene79]

I think it's hard to say for me. There is certain aspects of myself that I like and others that I hate but I guess if I had to choose I would say I mostly hate myself. But I think most of the hate is for my body and how dysfunctional it is rather than me personally If that makes any sense.

Exactly how I feel

 

[Manfrotto99]

I dispise myself, I've failed at every single thing most people simply take for granted in life. I consider myself a waste of space, a low life, scum...at least by society standards. I am very ashamed of who I am - or rather who I am not. Someone else could possibly pick themselves up, but I just can't seem to, no matter how hard I try I always end up going 10 steps backward. I think the world would benefit from me ctb as there will be one less soil to feed, one less environmental footprint, less pollution, etc...more for someone else whose life is actually worth living.

 

[Abandoned Character]

I hate the me that hates myself.

I also love the me that loves msyelf.

Perhaps true self-love is loving the hatred all the same.

 

[get.some.sleep]

I feel like for most people this is an easy question but it's something I struggle with. I guess this is because I generally like who I am and the person that I've become but the mistakes I've made make it difficult to enjoy life, which makes me hate myself. I have good days and bad days but more and more it's mostly bad days. I built my life around someone who left and now I'm so alone and having what most people tell me is a great life doesn't really matter anymore when I have nobody to share it with.

 

[FuneralCry]

None. Existence is what I hate, and I hate how I was so harmfully burdened with the ability to exist. It really is such a terrible curse to be enslaved in this existence with no straightforward way to just die in peace, it's hellish how existence causes nothing but suffering yet doesn't come with the option of a permanent off switch so we can just die when we want to.

 

[Worndown]

Except for some politicians, most people hate themselves more.
Humans are rarely a good judge of themselves.

 

[Photographer Fizzle]

I like my mind, not the dark, pothole-strewn parts, but the rest: my ability to think and understand things quickly and my ability to articulate my thoughts.
I am, however, riddled with selfhate from an abusive and bully-frequent adolescence. I got called "nerd", "gameboy freak", "turtle boy" at school a lot and mostly in front of the girls I liked. After school, I was called "worthless, good for nothing, can't do nothing for yourself." Meanwhile, I maintained stellargradesand attendance and was never in trouble. I never drank or smoked or got into fights despitebeing attacked and threatemed frequently. I had no safe place so I retreated into my mind, and I honed the skills that came from the "factory."
nearly 20 years since high school graduation, and I am a complete failure. I have no money and no job. I have a college degree that has no value, and in the third world, companies dont give graduates without degrees in business shots at management. So, I cant work in my field(communication), and I am called overqualified for trying to change industries to hospitality. I am destitute and in debt I can't pay and am ready to call it quits.
I think a person can only be called "lazy, dumb, retarded" from significant people in their lives without those ugly words being transferred into the target's mind. So definitely self-hate.

 

[EternalShore]

I love myself! :) I'm the only one in this world on my side, so I kinda have to! >_< I hate the world and everyone in it for opposing and corrupting me~

 

[EvisceratedJester]

I hate myself. I don't think there has ever been a period in my life where I've loved myself. I completely loathe my existence and wonder why I was even born. I feel like a mistake. Like I'm something that was never meant to exist and should not be alive right now.

 

[Rack.-]

Do you feel that you hate or love yourself

It's a difficult question... I'm really trying to get better. Working out in the gym, studying more and everything. But like everything is so hard and in the end I feel so alone because I have nobody to talk with.

I don't know why I always feel that I don't deserve to hang out with my classmates, that I'm never good enough for them, and it really hurts feeling that way.